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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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They sound good though. Probs can’t get them here! @tyme. I love how you say ‘shut the firecracker up’ There is always room for unhealthy stuff.

How did she come up with that? I can’t wait to hear the stories from her on a long flight!!! 😜

Ive heard of it but haven’t read it. I could add it to the collection of books I have to read that I haven’t read!!!

I don’t know how you do it… I couldn’t cope at all but I guess they aren’t mine so it’s different.

Have you started taking notes for your presentation yet?

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LOL. I'll sure write down a list of things when I'm overseas. I'll see if I can post when I'm overseas, but most likely not because of the geo blocker on our servers. @Captain24

The presentation? I have brainstormed in my head but only come up with one line "Let's take a trip down memory lane". That's all lol... so I can't say I'm ready.

I have to check my meds if I have enough. My meds get delivered so I have to ask my doc to ask the chemist to deliver more if I need it. I can't not have one of them because it has serious side effects even if I forget to take one day. It would be good to stop this med altogether, but I'm too fearful of the side effects.

The Happiest Refugee, I listen to it because Anh Do himself reads it and he uses his accent sometimes. It's just so funny. I listen to books on BorrowBox. It's through my local library. So when I want a particular book that they don't have, I just put in a suggestion and the library gets it - physical book or ebook.

I love my local libraries. They are so awesome. So with my library, there are 5 connected branches. I can go to and use any of the 5. They also have kids activities and activities for adults such as water painting, coding, 3D printing, reptile shows, butterfly shows, lego activities...

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You need a notebook with Captains list written on it. I’m sure you’ll fill a notebook with just her antics! @tyme

One line is better than nothing. Sounds like you have a lot to do though.

I don’t have that problem, I have all my meds which isn’t helpful at times. That med sounds scary. Sometimes I forget so I’d be in trouble! Hopefully she doesn’t put me on anything like that. Will the doc approve it?

I can’t listen to books because I just zone out and don’t hear it. I have enough trouble reading, I have to reread paragraphs all the time.

I haven’t been to our library in years. I actually use to help mum clean it before they renovated it! They do a lot of kids stuff too.

Im still feeling really really sick. My head is pounding. My face is burning. So I’m going to try and get some sleep. I didn’t sleep very well last night as the thoughts were too loud. Maybe a good night will help. I usually leave the back door open for the dogs but it’s shut now!! Too scared.

Sorry for bailing early but I’ll talk to Wednesday when I get home from work?

Im sorry. Enjoy the rest of your night.

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Yeppo! I'll have Captain's book all ready.

I reckon the doc will approve it. I've got my plane tickets to prove it lol.

Please rest up. I hope you feel better soon. Doesn't sound good that you are feeling so ewww.

We'll catch up on Wed!

Rest up.

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I’m going off one med and going onto another plus one has been added. I have so much medication in the house. So much. Plus the new one is $113!

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Have it webster packed and supplied weekly captain. Reduces your risk

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I’m not sure that they would do it @Bow. Right now there is too many and too much changing. Like slowly reducing and slowly adding. But it’s also hard to pick them up with my work roster and I can’t have them delivered as they won’t deliver if you’re not home. Maybe with the changes it all improve and it won’t be a problem. I am going to lock the excess away.

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I’ve got 17 pills in mine at the moment, and need to add 2 more. My Webster pack ladies are so good. They change things quickly and with no fuss. They understand things change @Captain24 and I know @tyme has spoke before about still getting their meds webster packed.

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@Captain24 hey chook, how's you?

Rough one the other night eh? Glad you decided to vent it out on forums!!

How's your Monday been?

Hey @Bow 😁

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Wow @Bow. Thats a lot. Are they all on pbs?. I do like the idea of Webster packs though. I have asked in the past for just one strip of my meds instead of the whole box and they were really good about it. I just told them I was doing it a bit tough. I didn’t realise that a lot of the scripts she wrote out today can with double boxes until I got home. I’m just trying to figure out how I can lock them away.

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