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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor05 Apr 2025, 7:12 pm AEDT

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I’m just in a dark void @Jynx. I can’t see out. I can’t decipher anything right now. All I’m focused on is how heavy my mind is, how dark it is, how my body is just a dead weight. How I’m struggling to breathe with the weight on my chest. How I don’t want to breathe again. How I don’t want to be I. This body anymore. How good it would be to just fly free. How good it would be just to let go.

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JynxModerator05 Apr 2025, 7:27 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 Imma flick you an email ok? Just to check in, you're not in trouble 💜

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Captain24Senior Contributor05 Apr 2025, 7:34 pm AEDT

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Did I do something wrong? @Jynx

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JynxModerator05 Apr 2025, 7:41 pm AEDT

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Not at all darlin, I'm just worried about ya! Did you get it @Captain24 ?

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Captain24Senior Contributor05 Apr 2025, 7:49 pm AEDT

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Yeah. I’ve replied @Jynx

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JynxModerator05 Apr 2025, 8:29 pm AEDT

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Feel like sharing the latest from your little rascals @Captain24? Trixie and Razz are due for vet checkups and vaccinations 🫣

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Captain24Senior Contributor05 Apr 2025, 8:42 pm AEDT

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Nothing out of the ordinary @Jynx. They have been pretty quiet. (Not with barking though!) Pix asks for a treat every night! She is in my bedroom asleep on my dirty clothes and Jett is asleep on my lap.

Oh.. a trip to the vet.. expensive and I’m guessing it’s slightly difficult with 2 cats! If I take Pix to the vet Jett has to go to mums because he suffers really badly with separation anxiety!

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JynxModerator05 Apr 2025, 9:02 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 haha nothing like a dirty clothes pile to kip on top of!! What a cutie hehe she must enjoy your musk 😂 My cats LOVE sniffing my shoes, omg I got little foot fetishists runnin around in here 😹

Yeah I only got one carry crate, so I think one at a time is the only option, unless I opt for letting one run loose. Yes, I forsee no problems with this option, certainly not getting my legs scratched to heck no no, it will go very smoothly 🤔

😝

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Captain24Senior Contributor05 Apr 2025, 9:22 pm AEDT

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I think see does as soon as I have dirty clothes on the floor she is in them. She even jumps off my bed at night to sleep on them instead of with me @Jynx. Shoes is an interesting one.

Taking one in a crate and the other loose sounds like fun. I have a crate her you could use. Actually I have 2.

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JynxModerator05 Apr 2025, 9:41 pm AEDT

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@Captain24 ahaha little scamp!

Yeah and my bag, I wonder if it's cos they want their scent on the things I take with me out of the house?

Oh yeah, wanna foot the hundreds of dollars it'd cost to post it to me? 🤣😝

Naw it's cool, lol one at a time is much better for them anyway, then only one of them is super stressy at a time 😅

Much on tomorrow? I gotta do yard work ☹️

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