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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I will @Jynx

Seeing it with someone new you would both notice different things and open each others eyes.

She had me really worried. She stunk so bad. She had no poo in her cause I kept cleaning it off butt the stench wouldn’t go away. At least every time she went it was outside. Trixie would be worse cause she uses a littler tray

Yeah that incident. I spoke up the next night. The boss tried to spin it all on me though. So we’ll see what happens.

In the put this morning we were driving out in a car to go to our trucks. Along the road was a dead kangaroo. That’s pretty common. The crows were near it but not touching it, they are usually all over it. There was a massive Wedged-Tail Eagle earring it and another sitting off to the side. I’ve seen them flying around but never one so close. They are HUGE. The crows looked like finches in size comparison

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@Captain24 Yeah for sure! Also one of the reasons I like photography - it's seeing someone else's perspective, quite literally!

Ach, I gots to skedaddle!! Fingers crossed for a good outcome, that your boss pulls their head in/finger out and makes this right!!

omg don't tempt me ahaha I already have a dead rat skeleton (and gonna go collect a dead snake tonight... maybe)... I just like bones okay!! 😂😝

Night lovely!

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Hey @Jynx

Don’t forget the graffiti photos!

Bones??? Really.. a dead rat, did you get your snake? 🐍

You collect some weird and wonderful things. No wonder you have trouble with organisations. I would to if I kept collecting things. I’d put them

on the kitchen bench and leave tuem

there.

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@Captain24 Teehee I haven't! I will upload em shortly 😊

OH haha I forgot! One night left so I might grab it tonight!

LOL well maybe not the kitchen bench - unsanitary! But yes, quite a few of my bones are simply sitting on top of my display cabinet... not really on display.... just sittin 😂

I do love me some trinkets, knick knacks, baubles, the tchotchke vibe is my JAM 😝 I honestly don't know how people do minimalist. My brain gets so bored by plain greige (grey + beige, the ultimate in drabness lol) and every clear surface gets occupied by either decor, or whatever item is in my hand when I am near that surface... so BAUBLES IT IS 😅

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@Captain24 GRAFF GRAFF GRAFF GRAFF

😍

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Mad photos! @Jynx They are so talented.

I guess it’s a bit unsanitary. My kitchen bench has all sorts of shit on it. The Pdoc asked me if I have a dumping ground for stuff and I said the kitchen bench but I do tidy it if someone is coming but I also have 2 bedrooms full of shit. I really should have said 3.

Did you get your snake skeleton?

I could never be a minimalist. I said that I’d keep this place sorted and organise when I moved in but it hasn’t happened. I’ve got trinkets and candles and I did have a shelf with all little Christmas teddys but the little black bastard kept taking the teddys so now they are in a bag in my room. I’ve started to put Lego around too. Plus I have all my diamond art hanging in the hallway.

Everything in my house is white except for colour in the kitchen and a feature wall in each bathroom. Oh and all the furniture is grey! But it’s a blank canvas to do what I want with.

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@Captain24 Glad you enjoyed!! Yeah seems there's a few clever artists floating about Coffs Harbour!! Honestly never noticed - really is a benefit to bringing someone new to your hometown area, cos you get to re-experience it as a tourist!

Nooooo no skelly yet. It's tonight or not at all.... we shall see I guess!! Depends how motivated I am with a belly full of curry!!

Yessss clutter-nutters unite!! I dunno if that's a real phrase but I have decided that's exactly what I am hehehe

Oh nice!! Yeah I swear, the time I am finally finished decorating will be when they kick me out or something 🤣 it takes me SO LONG... cos I gotta wait for the perfect cleaning mood to strike... which is anywhere between once a fortnight to once a blue moon 😅

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I didn't get this notification @Jynx. I thought you forgot me or didn’t have time.

I hope you get your skelly

Clutter Nutters works for me.

I clean the main part of my house but to tidy the other rooms I need a lot of motivation but I haven’t found it. Not sure I will.

You will never have it decorated as you will always keep finding new stuff to add.

Im not sure if you are still around or if you are on on the weekend but im on nights all weekend so i wont be around.

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Hey @Captain24

@Jynx should be around this Saturday, I think from mid afternoon.

I find the notifications hit and miss at times, they've been better recently though

@Jynx isn't one to forget usually, it's more technical glitches or bombardment of notifications that cause the oversight, I've had the same thing before with them.

Hope this helps

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I had an ACE achievement yesterday

@Jynx @tyme

Achievement - got up early, sent a msg to dads cousin and took myself to breakfast.

Connection - Had breakfast with 8 relatives from Sydney and talked

to all of them. I was the only person from here.

Enjoyment - I had a good time.

That’s where it ends though.

I have decided that I need to try and pay my house off quicker so I can quit on my job. But it won’t be anytime soon. I wish it was I don’t want to be there anymore. I can’t get another job as I can’t afford it. I need a get rich quick scheme.

I hope you both are going ok.

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