I can’t cope

Oh @Captain24 , I was thinking of you, and AM thinking about you each time I look at my computer monitor. I have sticky notes all over the monitor... like physical sticky notes - not the ones you put on your computer desktop. Lol. I stick them on my monitor so I can't 'miss' them. Is that ADHD or what???

Hahaha… I do stuff and then wonder if it’s an ADHD thing @tyme. I think it sounds like it though.

Maybe if I get diagnosed I can help. But it’s a while away. The initial Pdoc consult is $890 without them even knowing about any assessments.

Im getting a script tomorrow for a non-smoking drug so I can try and save to afford it.

Oooo! All the best with the non-smoking drug! I really hope it works. I've heard that the first few weeks are the HARDEST! @Captain24

And yes! Put your ciggies pennies in a box and save it for something to treat yourself!

I’m a little concerned about them they can mess with your mental health! @tyme. I keep smoking for a few weeks while on them and then set a quit date. Last time I gradually cut down. They did work until I went to hospital and started again.

All the money saved will be going to appointments. I haven’t had a private Pdoc before and didn’t realise how expensive they are.

Yes! They can be expensive those pdocs!

@Captain24

Awwww, the money you save should be to treat yourself. Actually, you'll probably save heaps if you don't smoke. Were you a heavy smoker?

Yeah I’m a pack a day. @tyme

I’ll pay money off my credit card and get all my finances in order. Once I’m happy with where I’m at I’ll look at doing something for myself. I know I should reward myself though

Good @Captain24 🙂

I guess all I can do is see how it goes @tyme

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?

If you don’t want to talk anymore then that’s ok. I understand

Yes. We won't plan too far ahead.

@Captain24 , I don't have too much planned apart from maybe some tidying, cleaning, weeding?

I really don't know. But I have to say, my brain is less foggy today which is good.

What about yourself?

I’m glad it’s less foggy for you. Maybe getting out helped you @tyme

Im glad you have a game plan.

I have to mow my lawns, I have a GP appointment, I need to go to the dog treat man at the markets and I want to go to Bunnings and see if they have the shelf kit I saw while I was away. I’m not holding my breath though.

Oh and I booked into hospital today for August.