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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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No it’s a push mower. I don’t have a whipper snipper so my edges are really bad. If I did that too it’d take heaps longer. @Jynx. It’s about 750 sq metres!

Thanks for the heads up. I’ll stay off on sat then.

Alright showing my ignorance but what’s a helix? I’m pretty boring. Other than my ears I have my belly button done. I’m so boring that I don’t even have any tattoos!

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@Captain24 oh nooooo whaaaaAAAAAT? You mow 750sqm with a PUSH MOWER? Wow. You must have like, such STRONG arms by now!!

It's the top part of the cartilage in your ear!! Here's a pic - mine is like this, a double helix piercing. So I got two lil holes in my ear still healing... and what do I do last night but knock a broom down to thwap me right in the ear?!!! Ugghhhhh and it's like the 3rd time I've knocked it real bad lol

Would you ever get a tattoo? Nothing boring about a belly button piercing!! I wouldn't get mine done, too femme for me, but if I did I'd totally have a little frog, like jumping out hehehe

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Yeah my block is 840 sq metres so it’s quite big but not as big as the expensive area @Jynx. I’m in the cheaper side of town.

That sounds painful. I’m not into pain anymore. My belly bar has tweety on it! No I won’t get a tattoo. These days it makes me unique!!!

There’s a guy at work that has a belly bar… but he did also complain about the seat in the truck hurting his balls because he has big ones! Apparently he also has his Wally pierced too!

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@Captain24 aww tweety bird belly bar!! Love it!!

Haha it does make you unique!! Hmm tho I think I'd take tattoo pain over piercing pain!!

Oh he sounds like a riot! Bahaha his wally, haven't heard that term in yonks!!

And by riot I mean I would laugh at him from over here but prolly wouldn't befriend someone who talks so loudly about his err... equipment 🤣

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You didn’t send me a pic @Jynx

Yep love tweety!!!

He isn’t on our crew but does overtime with us. He gets the cold shoulder from most of us. We talk about him lots though. Not very positive.. We call him big ball guy. I don’t even know his name!

Im guessing you have a few tats?

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Hey @Captain24 Congratulations! You survived the trip! How are you?

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I’m actually enjoy my own space. @tyme. It’s so nice to not have to try and make conversation. It’s so nice not to have to navigate them. I can do what I want when I want.

I struggled a lot at the end. I had pretty dark thoughts. But I did make it through without losing it at anyone. I think my beach time helped with that and they were supportive of me going to the beach even in the cold and rain!

How are you going?

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Oh woops @Captain24 😅

Here!

So I got that, two lil studs atm but when I can, I'll change em to rings!!

Hahaha dare you to just go up to him one day and say "Hey Big Ball Guy how's your balls?" 🤣

I do have a few, but I want MOOOOAAAAARRRR hehehe

I have plans for knuckle tatts and I wanna finish my arm off, make it a full sleeve. I have a back of neck, a rib, and a back of calf tattoo too.... NOT ENOUGH!! lol

I shall have to bid you nighty night!! I hope you have a chill weekend hun, and that Jett doesn't give you too much trouble for bath time tomorrow!! Hahaha just imagining you, two slippery doggos, and the Benny Hill theme 🤣🤣

Ooodles of toodles! 💜

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That’s cool.

thanks for tonight @Jynx

We call him knackers on the 2 way!

Have a great weekend

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Hey @Captain24 ,

I'm glad things are pretty okay despite the darkness seeping in a little. It sounded pretty refreshing being on the beach and just outdoors in general.

I feel okay I guess. I'm still in the confused state about "What do I do now?" So I'm taking things each day as it comes. At this stage, I'm a little lost. I'm not sad, I'm not happy... more just - numb?

I'm getting one of my air cons replaced tomorrow so I've had to make the area as accessible to the tradie as possible. The external unit is going on the roof, and they have to take the old one away.

What are you doing tomorrow? You're not working until Wed, right?

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