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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 ach soz hun, technology has decided to be a thorn in me side today - kept getting logged out and error messages and my internet has been all messed up too. Now I got a nice hearty dose of frazzle-brain lol

Ugh you shouldn't be called stupid any day! Hurrumph. That's so sucky.

Oh why was it a fail? Not what you were expecting?

Ohhhh lush!! So jealous, and very proud!! And now all snuggled up too ya cosy lil bug, hehe

My weekend was chill, literally just did laundry on Sunday!! Excited for having tea towels and clean socks again hehe

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I’ll try again. If not I give up. @Jynx

The lagoon was just a muddy water hole with a couple of lilies in it. They rave over how good it is but we just didn’t think so.

I thought of you and my psych when I was swimming (she said I had to go rain, hail or shine) I had to get out quick though as I was turning blue.

Getting washing done is huge considering you can’t do it at home. Tea towels??? Does that mean you have been washing up???

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@Captain24 success!!

Oh nooo haha did the dogs go jumping into the mud and come home all caked in grime? Teehee

Aww that is cute as, cept for the lips going blue part!! Teeth chattering too? It's funny, last time I experienced teeth chattering I actually genuinely.... enjoyed it? Like it hadn't happened since I was a kid and the sound and the sensation was just very satisfying 😌

I have been! You'd be so proud! And I vacuumed too, even though it had been less than a week since the last time! Usually I vacuum like once a month lol but shhhh don't tell anyone 😅

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Pix did go in. @Jynx. She loves water. There were 2 puddles on the way there so she walked through those too.

Nah it wasn’t that bad , no teeth chattering.

I am proud. You are doing so well. It really is impressive.

I really need distraction. Is that ok to ask???

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@Captain24 hehe lil cutie!! I'm picturing you getting spattered with muck whenever she shakes off ahaha

Aww thanks hun, that means a lot. It's actually kinda nice having accountability buddies!! Between you and my partner, I'm like 'oh better do the dishes so I can tell Cap!!' or 'Woops if I leave that there [partner] will be cranky!' So thank you!! You're helping me more than you know 😊

Very okay to ask!! Hmmm you like reading? Or listened to any good albums lately?

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Yes.. I often have mud on me @Jynx. I take her off the lead at the beach and she makes a beeline for the water. If I lose sight of her at any stage I look straight to the water.

I love that you think of me… it’s nice to know I have an impact. I have to say that as my kitchen starts to get messy I do think .. practice what you preach!

Im reading the John Farnham book. I can’t remember the last time that I actually read a book.

Im not being difficult am I?

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@Captain24 aww haha it's her happy place!!

Nice!! We shall be kitchen pals, with our sparkly clean kitchens... most days 😋 Haha I am also practicing the whole 'don't beat myself up if I miss a day or two' dealio!!

Yeah it's wild, I hadn't read a book in about 6 years then in the last 3 months I've read 2 1/2!! What do you reckon is the coolest or most interesting part of your John Farnham book so far?

Nope! 💜

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This is too hard @Jynx. I’ve written the same response 3 times and it’s been rejected. It’s not helping my confidence and it was hard enough to ask for help as it was.

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@Captain24 that's super frustrating hun. I would really love to read what you wrote, but maybe we can try again tomorrow? I'm about to log off anyway, and I hate the idea of you getting more and more frustrated and feeling heaps rejected purely cos of a tech issue.

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Sending a pile of hugs super quick before I skedaddle to the winds @Captain24!!!

Nighty night 💜💜

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