I can’t cope

@Captain24 phew!!! Pix settled down now I hope?

Yeah, it’s all calm now. @Jynx.

I just put some more aloe Vera on and I found a bruise. It’s one of those ones that you can’t see but is extremely painful, I’m talking almost tears. I fell today and fell pretty hard.

Omg I know it's SO inappropriate to flirt with members @Captain24 but my brain just wanted me to do this so I gotta...

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@Captain24 wrote:

I fell today and fell pretty hard.

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Hehe can't help falling for me can ya?

TOTAL JOKE but I thought it might make you chuckle hehehe

For realsies though that is rough hun. Did you fall on ya bum? I once fell so hard on my bum I had a bruised tailbone and couldn't sit down proper for a week!

That’s it @Jynx, I’m only human.. jokes

My foot went in a hole, I rolled my ankle and landed on the ground on my knees. It’s one of my knees that has the really sore bruise. It’s that bad that I think I should keep an eye on it.

Sorry I’ve rambled on all night. I’m sorry if I’ve said too much. I have tried to not talk about how I’m feeling and what I’m thinking and tried my best to keep it safe for everyone else.

@Captain24 ahaha you sure? You sure you're not just bruised cos you fell from heaven? 😝

Oof, yeah gotta do the thingy the... what is it... RICE?

Don't just eat a bowl of rice, tasty as that might be... it's a first aid thing hehe. Rest, Ice, Compression, Elevation!

You've not rambled any more than I do hun ahaha. You've done just fine 😊 Like yes, you could probably have spoken more about how you're feeling without it being an issue, but doesn't matter just yet - this is about you feeling safe, and taking those little steps so we can slowly rebuild that trust. Very proud.

Ugh @Captain24 the TIME HAS FLOWN right by me again, so I should say nighty night!!

Hope you get some sand in ya toes tomorrow hun. Thanks for the chats, was nice catching up! Till next time 💜

That’s it,, that’s why I fell !!! @Jynx

My back is sore too, actually a lot of me is sore.

Thank you for telling me and understanding what I’ve said is ok

Im guessing you are off for the night. Hopefully I’ll see you Monday?

Hey @Captain24 , missed ya. Sorry I didn't get to catch you on Friday. I had some crap happen and needed some time off. It was unexpected.

Thank you for sharing the photos. They look awesome! I hope you are okay.

Hey @tyme

Are you ok? Be honest!!!

I thought something was wrong as you weren’t around.

Im doing sort of ok, Im trying to focus on the me time and getting the most out of it. I have just come back from the beach and had a shower.

I had a very emotional day on Friday and needed some time off @Captain24 . But I'm in a better place and will tackle what I need to tomorrow.

I can't go too much into it, but I have made a big decision in my life and will be stepping away from something I have worked hard at for over 10 years. As hard as the decision is, I feel this is the right one. So it's sort of bitter sweet.

I am ready for the challenges that will arise, and feel I am at full peace with the decision I have made.

At this stage, I don't know what the future will hold, but I'm ready for it (I'm not leaving SANE or anything).

Sorry this is a bit vague. But as I said, it's taken an emotional toll on me.

I'm am so pleased to hear that you are surviving and doing what you can to stay well while being away. Hope you can tune out when you need to, and that your bro's dog is not traumatizing Pix!!!