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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 hopefully the prn helps 🤞 And also that is just one doctor's opinion, if they help they help (so long as you're still using responsibly of course).

Oof yeah like your whole body is vibrating eh? I find gentle movement helpful when I'm like that - stretches, some swaying to music, that kinda thing, cos basically I reckon it's excess/pent up energy that has to go somewhere... Star jumps even! Or just doing a whole body shake like a dog getting out of the pool!

I'm gonna be wrapping up soon - I hope you don't need to, but you can always reach out to your preferred crisis supports if the restlessness continues, yeah?

Oh by the way! I haven't forgotten about the posts I said I'd write (remind me, was it just the one about love or were there other topics I promised?) and I've started banging out a draft! Watch this space 😋

Big love, many hugs to you hun. Be gentle with yourself, no darkness lasts forever 💜

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Thanks @Jynx. I appreciate your help.

I can’t settle and it scares me.


Im scared

There was one about what love is.

I can’t remember them all.

Don’t forget to do the dishes!

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Oh what thank you so much @Snowie what an amazing suggestion!! I know what I will be doing later tonight!!

@Captain24 pls err on the side of caution with the meds hun!! I trust in your ability to listen to your inner wisdom on this 😉

Oh gosh the time got on top of me again! I shall have to sprinkle hugs and skedaddle!! Catch you next week lovelies!

🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

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Thanks @Snowie

I just ordered some

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I’ve been desperately want to be be in bed. I’m not able to incase I sleep through my alarm in the morning.

My house is a mess and mum will be in tomorrow and see it. I need to try and make it look respectable.

I haven't bathed the dogs.

I’ve been really useless on my days off.

I know you must all bored of me. I know I am.

Im sorry I don’t think I can do it anymore.

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Hey @Captain24, sorry you are feeling this way today. What can you do that will help you get through until bedtime? RiverSeal

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I’m just trying to watch tv @RiverSeal. I’m so agitated, angry, aggravated.

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Hey @Captain24 I’ve been watching bump on stan all day. Don’t usually have stan, but paid for a month so I can watch the last season that’s just come out. D is here next to me. She’s unwell. Fever. Chesty. 😞

Had to go down and get a few things for D so stopped in at Kmart… no lego. So I’ve put in an online order for some new Lego sets.

and I just built this. It’s not Lego brand, but got it at this massive toy shop in london called Hamleys. 7 stories!

 

Goes well next to my red london phone box

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Hey @Bow @Captain24 !

Good to see you.

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Poor D. I hope she feels better soon. @Bow

Never heard of bump. But I go t have Stan. I’m just watching Netflix

He is cute and does go well. Perfect match.

What ones did you order?

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