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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’ve managed to get up have a shower and wash my hair. I’ve changed my sheets and been down the street and got a few things. Forgot the things I went for though. Im not going back into town they will have to wait.

Im exhausted. The exhaustion with Covid is so bad. I was going to bath the dogs but I don’t have the energy to and blow drying them is too hard. Maybe tomorrow morning I can do them. It looks like it’s going to rain anyway.

Sorry about the constant whinging. There is way more wrong with me than Covid. Mentally I’m a mess.

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Hey @Captain24

I'm still blown away at how much you've been doing while being so sick! It's honestly a huge a effort and must be taking a lot of willpower. It's definitely okay to let some things wait until tomorrow, or the day after that...or the one after that. I don't even hear whinging in your posts, although there's nothing wrong with a good whinge!

What's on for the afternoon? I hope there's a nap scheduled somewhere

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Hey @Ru-bee

Ive just woken up from a nap! Thats what i scheduled in for my afternoon.

Now I’ll do some Lego or something.

How has your day been?

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Oh good, glad you had a nice rest and now can do some Lego @Captain24

What set are you working on at the moment?

My day has been good, a bit busy though so it's really flying by. In my breaks I've been trying to organise all my craft supplies as well which is very time consuming but I'm hoping it'll be great once its all done!

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Hey @Captain24 what Lego set are you working on?

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It’s a pink flower bouquet @Ru-bee. It’s one of the new ones out. I forgot to buy a vase while I was out.

Aarrgghh organising! Once it’s done you’ll be able to see what you have. I’ve got to sort out the spare room as I just have stuff shoved in there and you can even see the bed! I don’t even know what kits I have!

Im doing one of those wooden puzzle things too. It’s a piano. I’m still not able to get the cogs to work. I couldn’t on the last one either. I guess I’ll get it with time. I have another two in there to do.

Plus we are going away in Feb so there will be a spotlight and a Bunnings to get more stuff from!

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The pink bouquet @Bow. The new ones.

How are you feeling today?

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Oh that’s cool @Captain24 we went to 3 Lego stores while away and got stamps in our passports and I seen all the lovely new sets…. But didn’t let myself buy any. I need to go out and get some now! Been looking at bigw, Kmart and target but they don’t seem to have any.. hopefully they have them in store.

I’m feeling okish. Slept well last night and had a bit of a nap this arvo cause I was still heaps tired. Just been lounging around the rest of the day and slowly putting stuff away. Suitcases are at least empty. Floor is messy though!

how are you doing?

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That’s so cool. I must have been hard to go to the Lego store and not buy Lego! @Bow

There is a couple more sets that I want but I’m hoping they are in Kmart when I go away. I really want the tweety bird one. I didn’t see it until after I did my order.

Im guessing it’ll take a little while to recover. How is D coping?

The dreaded unpacking! All the washing and sorting and I guess you bought lots while you were away. So sorting all that too.

I have Covid for the 6th time. But this one has put me on my arse! I’ve been so sick. I’m still feeling off and extremely tired.

Mentally it’s been really hard. It’s pretty dark right now.

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Yep very hard not to buy Lego @Captain24 the exchange rate is terrible and we didn’t have the room! I did buy one from legoland in Windsor though as it was exclusive to legoland.

D is fine. She slept well last night too.

I’ve got piles of things that I need to put away! I bought like 15 books! And 6 Disney ears that I need to make a thing to match the other ones that I hang.

oh dreaded covid that’s rough! I was a bit worried about getting that while away… especially in London and being crammed onto the underground. But thankfully not… just had a lot of stomach and gastric issues. Sorry it’s knocked you around a lot… I know what that’s like.

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