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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

Re: I can’t cope

I’ve responded @RiverSeal.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I just wanted to let you know that I am in bed @RiverSeal. But tomorrow is a new day. I’ll be at work for most of it. I guess it’s just another day of the same shit

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RiverSealModerator

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You are very resilient @Captain24, and you inspire me how you manage to pull through when you don't feel great. Sweat dreams ❤️ RiverSeal

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tymeModerator

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Hey @Captain24 , how are you today?

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tymeModerator

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Are you okay @Captain24 ? I'm worried about you. If you don't feel up to responding, that's okay. I respect that too.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Sorry @tyme. I’ve just gotten home from work. It was another long shit day.

Im getting sick. My body is aching to the point that it hurts where my clothes touch. I have a really sore throat and everything tastes like shit. I have a pounding headache. A temperature and I feel miserable.

All this is making my SI really high.

That was a lot that you didn’t ask for. Sorry

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tymeModerator

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Oh no! That doesn't sound good! Can you take your meds early and hope for a good night's rest? It's not COVID again, is it?

Is it hot where you are today? It was close to 40 degrees here today. @Captain24

Have you had a cool shower yet?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m just checking. I think it is @tyme.

Ive had a shower and I’m in my pj’s.

Im a little scared to take my meds at the moment.

I think it was around 36 today. The hottest part of our day is around 4-5.

Being hot and windy made it difficult at work. The roads are made of dirt and we aren’t allowed to have dust from them. It’s an environmental requirement. But as fast as I was putting water out it kept drying. I yelled at a few people today though.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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It’s Covid! @tyme

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tymeModerator

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At least you didn't have it on New Year's Even like me! @Captain24

Congratulations! You have passed the test - the COVID test lol. (Jokes)

How'd you get COVID? Haven't you just been at home? The symptoms sound very COVID-ish.

Do you have COVID leave at your work?

Besides this, guess what? Ruby fell in to the pool today. Thank God I was there to catch her. But she fell right in... she was as shocked as me.

She was following me up and down the pool on the side, then she slipped and fell in....

So I had to get her out and wash her.

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