I can’t cope

No I don't get them often either @Captain24 I do the same, get them from the butcher, better than the supermarket.

The parrot sounds like a good one. You will have to take a picture and show us once you are finished.

I did get a bit done @Captain24 but now the house is back to being messy...maybe not quite as messy though. I'm just setting myself the goal of tackling it in small tasks, like bite-sized cleaning sessions of 5 or 10 minutes throughout the day

Ooh parrot kit sounds so cool! Do you prefer the look of clean walls? I just printed out a few photos to put in frames and maybe do a little gallery wall but I don't know if I'll actually get around to it as it feels like a big commitment to hang things

I’ve finished it @Snowie @Ru-bee @Jynx

I have picture rails in some parts of my house @Ru-bee so I have things hanging off them but I’m not sure about marking my walls to put other things up. I want to save up and put picture rails through the rest of the house.

My kitchen bench is a disgrace and so are my floors. But I can’t see the point in doing them until I’ve finished making everything tomorrow.

My kitchen bench is usually a sign of my mood. The messier the bench, the messier my head.

Thats where being busy because I had to do it has been helpful in getting out of my head. Having this free time is bringing it all back. Im trying to not let it win.

@Captain24 omg soooo pretty!! They look like love birds! So in my head, they're in love 😍

How you going this arvo? Got much else on the rest of today?

Hey @Jynx

How have you been?

They are quite big.

Im starting to struggle a little.

I don’t have any plans for the rest of the day. I have done everything that I needed to.

@Captain24 I'm not too bad!! Overslept though so my brain feels like syrup today 😅

Aww hun! You maybe just need something to focus your energy and attention on? Got any crafts or lego to do? Or maybe a walk? Here for ya!

You must have needed the sleep @Jynx. Other than a mushy brain do you feel better for it.

I don’t want to start anything new as it’ll make an extra mess for me to clean up tomorrow. I have enough to do than to add to it. I’m hoping that I can have a nap tomorrow afternoon. Christmas Day is going to be big.

Walking is a bit scary as there has been so many snakes around. There was one 10 metres from my back fence.

Sorry… I’m not meaning to be difficult.

I love the birds @Captain24

They look really nice.

@Captain24 Well I guess it's a good thing you're not being difficult then 😋

Ach, almost like you're in mess-avoiding, snake-avoiding limbo!! You poor deary! Got any cool shows you've been binging of late?

I did just finish watching ‘one night’ on Netflix. @Jynx. It had Nicole De Sliva in it so I had to watch it! It was ok.

Im having trouble focusing on anything. It’s kinda like I’m a little manic. I feel slightly energised. I want to clean my kitchen and my house. But there is no

point when I have to do it tomorrow anyway. But I don’t have the energised mood it’s kinda dark and I’ve been suppressing it. So I don’t know if I’m in a mixed state or not. It’s hard when you question everything looking for bipolar signs.