I can’t cope

You need help @Captain24 ?

someone to make a call for you?

@moderator who’s even on???

I’m thinking the safest thing to do is just go to bed. I don’t want anyone at my door. That scares me even more. @Bow. I have to work in the morning and I have no sick leave.

Hello @Captain24 and @Bow

I read things are very hard for you and that you are scared. What would be helpful right now?

If you feel unsafe, are you able to call 000?

I’ve just taken some meds @holdinghope5. I’m hoping that they knock me out soon.

I don’t know what would be helpful. I just need to get through the next hour until they kick in.

Hey @Captain24 ! Sorry I'm late.

Doesn’t matter @tyme. I’m not worth you wasting your time

Wasting my time? @Captain24

Why would you say that? I'd never consider what I do a waste of time - never!

I just don’t think I’m worth it @tyme. others probably deserve it more than me. I know I’m in some serious trouble but as long as my meds kick in soon hopefully I can make it through. I’m just focussing on the fact that I have to work in the morning.

I know this is how you think sometimes @Captain24 . But it's not all the time. I'm confident that this thought will pass. When these thoughts come, remember those awesome chats we've had. I get a lot out of them as much as you probably do (if you don't, let me know!).

Even when you don't believe in yourself, I believe in you.

I'm sitting with you.

Just to let you know in advance, if I'm on on Wed, it won't be until late because I have another presentation and I'm also moderating the webinar. I don't want to keep you hanging.

I care @Captain24 - I hope you know I do.

I do get a lot out of our chats. @tyme. I’m really horrible sometimes, or maybe a lot of the time.

Thanks for believing in me.

Im on nightshift Wednesday and Thursday night so I won’t be around either.

Chat up Friday?