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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Yeah it’s been planned for a while now. @tyme. Since way before I went to hospital.

My nan that died last year, it’s her husband. He wasn’t answering his phone this morning so mum panicked and rush up there, it’s only 5 minutes away. He was feeling better so he was in the shower! It was a relief.

We got here around 2:30. @Snowie So far there haven’t really been any arguments. So I guess that’s a start. I stayed with the dogs while they went grocery shopping. At least I get out of paying!

I nearly didn’t make it. Some stupid bitch pulled straight out in front of me. I was going 110 km/hr. I nearly T-bones her. I slammed on the breaks and skidded to a stop. Scared the shit out of me.

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Oh what's this @Captain24 even MORE vehicular trauma? Those near misses can really rattle ya!! Are you ok?

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ohh no @Captain24 , hope you are ok my freind 😍

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I didn’t think of it that way @Jynx. But yes, another near miss. I had Jett strapped in but pixie was on the floor so she was ok too. I was more worried about them. I don’t matter they do.

But yeah.. I’m alright thanks @Jynx @Shaz51

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Howdy @Captain24 ,

What a relief your grand dad was okay.

Glad you made it for your holiday. Hope it's going okay. Is it near the beach?

As for your 110km near-miss... yikes!!!!

Have a great time 🙂 I'll wait to hear how things go - good and no-so-good 🙂

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@Captain24 aww well I hope that hearing it put that way is helping you to slow down and be extra nurturing to yourself!

Glad you're ok! Have you gotten to the beachside yet?

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We are 5 minutes walk from the beach @tyme @Jynx. Poor pix was badly dunked by a wave over the rocks. I wasn’t sure she was coming out alive. But she just jumped up on another rock and gave me the ‘side eye’ I got soaked trying to save her.

So far there has been one lot of snide remarks. I’m thinking here we go.

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Joys of being around family, eh? At least you know they are comfy when they came make snide remarks lol @Captain24

Poor Pix! Btw, how is Pix with her leg now. Remember last holidays or something when she was in so much pain? Is she better now?

Also, is Jett completely better from his surgery?

Talk about medicals!

I'm heading over to the PGC now. I'll see you there if you're up for it. If not, I'll chat to you later.

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Haha @Captain24 bit like this?

Aww poor lil deary, hope she's all wrapped up in a towel now?

Any tea to spill? They being difficult over nothing? Or something directed at you? Regardless, have some huggles! 🫂💜🫂

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Yeah.. I made sure I dried her off and gave her some love… well.. maybe a lot of love! @Jynx

It was 1 year ago that she hurt it and has been doing so well since. @tyme

Jett is doing well after his but I do think he will need more surgery down the track.

Im just sitting in a separate room from them. Their tv is so loud that I can’t actually watch anything.

They just niggle at each other. They can’t agree on anything.

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