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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@tyme are you around to chat?

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Hey @Captain24 ,

Great to see you!

How are you?

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hello @Captain24 😍

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Hey @tyme

Im struggling.

How are you going?

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Hi @Shaz51

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Sorry to hear you are struggling @Captain24 .

What's happening for you?

How was last night's shift?

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I just feel really down. @tyme. I feel

kinda sooky. I just want to cry.

Work was ok. I just sat around all night, it was wet and rainy and I was in a water cart so there was nothing to do.

What have you been up to?

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I took 2 of the kids for a drive @Captain24 . It was a public holiday here today. Drove along the coast.

The kids were exhausted and when we came home, their neighbour called them over so they've been playing since. They are winding down now and my niece said "Baggs sleeping with Aunty"...

So yes, I'll have a kid in my bed again tonight...

That's pretty much it lol. Not much else except the kids being on school holidays.

What does it mean that you were 'in the water cart'?

I'm sorry you feel so down tonight. Hugs for Jett and Pix?

Guess what? Ruby and I are getting closer...

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Ruby and I are getting closer..., very nice @tyme

aunty duties tonight 😍

Hugs for Jett and Pix?--- @Captain24 are they sitting with you xxx

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That sounds nice @tyme. I love being in the coast. The water is beautiful.

Sounds like you have a full bed. At least she would be tired and may sleep well.

The roads get dusty so we have a water cart that drives around to put water on them to stop the dust.

The two of them have been lying on my lap.

So she’s finally rubbing off on you! I hope you are ok with it?

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