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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor16 June 2022, 9:48 pm AEST

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor20 Sept 2024, 7:44 pm AEST

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I’m just trying to make friends and nobody ever talks to me

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rav3nSenior Contributor20 Sept 2024, 7:53 pm AEST

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hey @ArraDreaming @Captain24 !!! What did you both get up to today? 😊

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Sept 2024, 7:59 pm AEST

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Just failing at life, struggling to settle back in @rav3n

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tymeModerator20 Sept 2024, 8:01 pm AEST

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Far out.. yes @Captain24 !

She's been sitting on my lap for an hour now...

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Sept 2024, 8:05 pm AEST

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That’s so cute. @tyme. At least she is peaceful.

My arsehole has been pretty well behaved. My parents came around with Keiko today and the three dogs just ran wild. It was good to see. Pix couldn’t work out who to go to… nanny or Poppy. She just jumped between the two of them.

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tymeModerator20 Sept 2024, 8:09 pm AEST

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That's cute as @Captain24 .

Ruby is gone now... is back in her pen. The kids are as wild as the dog.

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor20 Sept 2024, 8:13 pm AEST

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Nothing @rav3n

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Sept 2024, 8:25 pm AEST

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It was so good to see them so happy. @tyme. It bought me some joy in the day. I guess it’s self care. plus mum and dad were ok. So far they have been good but my psych said to be careful as that’s what people like my mum do. It’s really hard because I want a caring mum and that’s what she has been. I don’t want to see the other side. I need a nice mum. But I am scared that she will flip back to the other person that she is.

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tymeModerator20 Sept 2024, 8:29 pm AEST

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I guess it about having those boundaries. Have a dose, but not too much? @Captain24

That's my parents too....

I have to be careful that it's 'just' the right dose.

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Captain24Senior Contributor20 Sept 2024, 8:39 pm AEST

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I know I have to be careful and not to hope for too much @tyme.

I need to keep a little distance for my own wellbeing. It doesn’t take much to derail me. I’m really struggling and I don’t need the disappointment of a terrible mum.

Im going to just sleep in the morning instead of setting an alarm. I’m not suppose to but I’m so tired that maybe it will help.

I have a job list for tomorrow that I want to try and achieve. It’s not really much but I’m hoping it gives me a little structure without going too far.

Any plans for the weekend?

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