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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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I’m so happy @Jynx. So are my babies. Jett has grown a lot in 5 1/2 weeks.

My house is spotless and the yard has been mowed and whipper snippered.

I think that’s a great idea for a thread. It would be helpful for other ideas and it would help members that are new to safety planning.

I get to sleep in my own bed. Not a plastic mattress and no one coming in to check on me and forgetting to shut the door after! Like at 3 am this morning when I woke up to people talking.

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@Captain24 oh true!! Filled out into his adult dogness eh? Haha

Yaaaay! Ach, nothing quite like the comforts of home! I am over the moon for you deary 💜

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He is taller and longer but he is still really skinny! @Jynx

It was a long five weeks. I did a lot of work. I am exhausted. It’s going to be hard work to maintain it and to improve.

Anyway.. how’s life?

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Just wondering when the email notifications will be fixed @Jynx @tyme

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Hey @Captain24 !

A BIG welcome home!

Home sweet home! I'm just reading back on some of your posts, and I'm so happy for you. You get to see your babies!

Notifications? Are they not working again? Mine are working tonight. I'm getting emails and the notification symbol. Are you not?

I gotta show you photos later.

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Thanks @tyme. So good to be home.

My email notifications haven’t been working at all for weeks. I get the notifications symbol just no emails. I get a couple occasionally. But the 8 I got today were from the last 2 days.

Looking forward to pics!

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I wonder if that is happening with anyone else? @Shaz51 , maybe you can tell me? That is, are you email notifications working?

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btw, isn't Jett fully grown already?? @Captain24

I'm SOOOO glad the person looked after your house properly. That's amazing!

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Ruby Rose had her first much-needed full groom.

She got desexed about 2 weeks ago, so she couldn't be bathed and groomed.. So when she was finally groomed, she looked like a different dog!

It's SOOOO hard to get photos of her because she's never still. Always bounding around. @Captain24

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Obviously not @tyme. I thought so but I guess he isn’t 1yet. Hopefully this is his last spurt. He is taller than Pix by a couple of centimetres.

It was so good to come home to an Amazing house!

I just climbed into my comfy cosy bed with 2 happy dogs. No more plastic. I can’t really complain. The beds were ok. I hate sleeping in pj’s so now I’m comfortable as no one is watching me.

It really is a good place. I got so many hugs from people today. Facilitators, Pdoc, patients, nurses and the cleaner.

Those photos are so cute. She looks like a sweet little girl.

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