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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Heya @Captain24 ,

Everything sounds ouchy ouchy for you today!

Did I read correctly, your eyeball?

I know it may feel like you are useless, but it this just what your mind is saying? I wonder if you can think of things which show you aren't useless? I can think of many 🙂

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Hey @tyme

Everything hurts today.

Yes my eyeball. I have a scratch on my cornea! They had to put a local anaesthetic in it to have a good look. Let me tell you… that shit stings!!!

Jett was on the lounge yesterday and I turned around and his dirty chewed up bone got me straight in the eye.

Not really. I didn’t bath the dogs because I spent so long at the hospital. But I could have done it instead of sleeping.

I washed my work clothes from

last week today but they were in the washing machine while I was sitting up there. I need them tomorrow. I haven’t done my housework as I have slept for the last 2 days.

How are you?

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Owwww. That's painful @Captain24 .

I hope it heals quickly.

Sounds like you got some things done today which is good.

I'm really tired today for some reason... maybe because I slept in?? Who knows lol.

It seems that the more I sleep, the more tired I am.

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Ouch @Captain24 that sounds painful for your eyeball!

I had laser eye surgery about 10yrs ago, it was so horrible!! The drops they put in to numb it all up. And then the drops afterwards would run down the back of my throat and tasted so nasty!
I also accidentally poked my mum in the eye when I was a preteen playing basketball outside. It still gives her grief every now and again.

hope your eyes feel better real soon!

hi @tyme 👋

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My eye just keeps weeping @tyme. It feels like there is something in it. It’s so annoying.

No kids this morning?

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I always wanted laser surgery but it just never eventuated @Bow.

I hope this heals and doesn’t keep coming back.

How are you going?

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Arghhhh @Captain24 . Did they say how long it'll take to heal?

Yes, I had one sleep with me last night. I sent her home at about 8am and then I slept until about 9am.

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Nah.. she didn’t say. @tyme. She just said to put the drops in 4 times a day.

Are your houses close together? Do you have a fence between you?

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It's joined. Literally. They just walked through an office. You go in one door of the office, then go other the other side and you are at my house... @Captain24

So they don't even need to see sunlight to come over.

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OMG @tyme. I had this image of a little one running out the front door around a fence and into the other front door. All in a little onesie with no slippers!

That explains why they come and go so easily. So if you move out you just seal up the door?

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