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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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That’s the 2 dogs.

How are you? How was your weekend?

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Oh wow, how gorgeous! @Captain24

My weekend was fairly good, it flew by though. I feel as though I spent most of it doing housework and worrying about one of my cats who has been under the weather for the last week. Luckily it looks like he's properly on the mend now so I feel like I can finally relax a little.

How's Jett doing? I know you mentioned he's going back to the vet this week

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ohh wow @Captain24 , soo beautiful 😍

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They are amazing @Captain24

Must have been such a nice thing to complete.

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Thanks @Shaz51 @Snowie @Ru-bee. A lot of work goes into them. But also a lot of distraction!

Weekends seem to go fast. @Ru-bee I get 4 or 5 days off for my weekend and they go by so quickly. I could never have a mon-fri job again!

Im glad he is on the mend, it’s so worrying when they are sick. They can’t tell you what is wrong or how to help. Plus I hate seeing them not well.

Jett has to go to rehab on Wednesday but the rehab vet has moved 2 hrs away so I have to travel. In the cold and possible snow. With worn tyres. Not sounding like a good day!

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Sorry it's so cold there and affecting you mentally @Captain24.

The germophobia has given up now that I'm actually sick. I just tested and it's not Covid.

You're not a bad person. And I honestly don't think being normal is all it's cracked up to be.

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oh @Captain24 I will go for a drive with you through the snow!

Have you got chains for your car at all if it does snow?

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I’m glad it’s not Covid @NatureLover. I’m really hoping that it’s a quick virus.

Thanks for saying I’m not a bad person. It’s just hard to believe it when your head keeps saying it.

You can come with me @Snowie. Nah no chains. It doesn’t get that thick. It just sort of settles. There is no skiing or anything on it just making snowmen. It causes black ice in places though. The way I’m going doesn’t get black ice very often.

I will take photos of it does snow!

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Thanks,@Captain24.

I'm sorry your mind is not letting you believe that you're a good person.

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Hi Captain24

how are you doing today?

how are your fur babies? This is my little Lacy? First one is of how she sleeps right next to me every night, or on top of me!

I hear one of yours is a bit of a not so nice?? I had one like that one many years ago. Why is she/he what does she/he do?

I had a little one 15 years ago before my daughter was born. They told my I wasn’t allowed to have children as it was life threatening so I got my little one. Then when I was about to hv my planned c section 3 weeks before she got sick. Cancer. I was beyond devastated. I was getting one child but felt like I was losing another. I had to have him put down he was in to much pain. It took them over two hours to take me away from him.

im still tearing up typing.. he’s in a urn in my bedroom. I got a tattoo of him. He was such an amazing little soul. I swear Lacy is a little like him . It took 9 years before I could get another one.

they really are like our children.

I hope you are doing ok today

SoSad

 

 

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