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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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BowSenior Contributor

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@Captain24 Hope you are as ok as you can be? And that your safe???

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ArraDreamingSenior Contributor

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Oh no your dogs would be so sad

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Hi @Captain24 , that is such awesome news that your psych listened, that she listened to your childhood and current abuse and said you can begin to unpack your childhood with her and heal 🙂

But worried that you finished yesterday saying you were done though...are you safe?

@Captain24 wrote:

Good morning @NatureLover

Good to see you. I have missed you. Sorry if I did something to upset you.

No, you didn't upset me, I've been a bit all over the place lately and not on the forums as much. Thanks for remembering my S.A.D. ...yes, it's hit for the next few months now 😢

@Captain24 wrote:

Yeah there were a few things. I did have quite a few bruises. But back in the 80’s nothing was ever questioned. It wasn’t black eyes of anything. It all happened anytime we did something slightly wrong.

I'm really sorry this happened to you 😢

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Ru-beeModerator

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Hey @Captain24 I hear how much yesterday took it out of you and I just want to check in so I've sent through an email.

We're here for you

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StoutSenior Contributor

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Want @Captain24 to be ok.

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BowSenior Contributor

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@Ru-bee Did someone actually check in with @Captain24 when they posted this yesterday??

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Ru-beeModerator

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Hi @Bow I've been in contact with them today, hopefully they'll be able to return to forums when they are ready and can see all the beautiful support they've received here.

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BowSenior Contributor

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Thanks @Ru-bee

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Thank you for your support @Bow @Ru-bee @Stout @NatureLover

I am safe.

Today is rough still residual from yesterday.

However 2 years ago something happened, or you could say didn’t happen. It’s was the final straw to tell me that I needed help. If I hadn’t have reach out then I’m not sure I would be sitting here talking to you now.

So today I’m really not ok.

@Ru-bee. thank you for checking in with me this morning. It was nice that someone care enough to check.

Ru-bee has encouraged me to reach out for help today and I took their advice on board and I have.

Im not sure if I can get through today but

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BowSenior Contributor

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I’m glad your safe @Captain24 and that you have reached out for support.

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