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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Hey @Captain24 ,

Just checking in. How are you?

I'm hopping on the PGC shortly on Internal Conflict if you want to join.

Otherwise, speak after.

Hope you are okay.

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Hey @Bow. I got a lot of sleep until the vet rang me at 9:30 wanting Jett to have his surgery today instead of next week.

Im having trouble with too much sleep and have been put on a sleep schedule. I can meet the nighttime schedule but not the morning one. I use to be a morning person.

Oh how exciting that it’s arrived. I hope you enjoy putting it together. You will have to show me when you’re done. I want to do the Simba one but think it’s best to wait until after my admission that way I don’t have to rush to get it finished.

Hey @tyme

Thanks for checking in. I guess you know how I am.

I hope you are ok?

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Yep. I was sort of back to business as usual after a week, so I guess I'm a little more drained. It's okay though.. better than being sick @Captain24 !

Hugs to you.

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Have you been sick? @tyme

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I had COVID @Captain24 . I'm all better now though. It's the second time this year.

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Bugger @tyme. Did you get sick?

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I think I head a fever one night. A bit headachy and achy @Captain24 . But nothing too major. However, I realised something was different when each breath felt I was breathing at half my lung capacity. This only lasted 2-3 days though and then I was fine. The last thing to go was the nasal congestion.

I should be a COVID expert now.

It was okay though. I had HEAPS of rest. But I still made myself get up to do things. I didn't just stay in bed because I know that's not good for my MH.

ANyway, I've gtg. Chat to you tomorrow.

Great to see you! Hugs.

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Hi @Captain24 , I'm sorry to read your were distressed on Wednesday night 😢

How are you feeling today?

What is your work situation - are you able to work?

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Hey @Captain24

@so did Jett end up having his surgery? How is he?

are you working at the moment? And when is your admission?

I like to take my time with Lego builds, a bag or 2 a day, but with the tuxedo cat I just wanna keep going! Can’t wait until it’s finished.

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Hi @Bow

 Yes he has had it. I have not long picked him up. He is already jumping around in his cot and whinging. It’s going to be a long 6 weeks. I do have him booked into a rehab appointment in 10 days but the rehab specialist is leaving. So we may have to do it remotely if she doesn’t come over occasionally.

I go in on the 12th of August. So Jett will be 7 weeks post op. Im a bit scared as everyone that has done this next stage has said it’s really hard. They dig deeper into your trauma.

It’s hard when you are excited over what you are building. It depends on my mood how much Lego I do. I can do a couple of bags then not touch it for days. Sometimes over a week. That’s why I don’t want to start a new one as I may not have it finished before I go away. I’ll just do the occasional little one.

I have seen that they are releasing a Bumblebee from transformer’s next month. He is my favourite so I’ll order him and I want the tiger. I’ll take the tiger away with me. I’ll have to do the same exact order in sept for my brothers birthday.

I hope things are ok with you.

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