I can’t cope

There a length of time that they have to keep me so it’s not an LTI so I’m hoping they send me home after that @Bow There is nothing to do. A little bit of office work but they have 2 people doing that the rest of the work is in the pit.

Fingers crossed that they send you home then @Captain24

So they made me stay at work or they were going to take it out of my sick leave. It hurt sitting around doing nothing in the cold.

My back and hip are really sore now. I want to lay in bed and just cry. Cry about the pain, cry about work, cry about Jett’s surgery, cry about being tired, cry about my life. Just cry.

I don’t know where all this crying is coming from. I’m not usually a crier unless it’s a sad, or happy movie, tv show, story. But that’s different! Thats not crying over life events or just life in general.

Im really miserable. I’m going to try and sleep but I do know that they will ring me from work. I bet they ring just as I hit a deep sleep.

I have that feeling that it’s all to much and I just want to go.

Argh that’s rough that they made you stay @Captain24

I am so sorry to hear how rough it's been @Captain24

How're you feeling now? ❤️

Sitting with you

Hugs

So after not doing much but sit around for 10.5 hours, I’ve had some sleep. @lavenderhaze @Bow

I don’t have a physio appointment until Tuesday due to the public holiday. So it’s a while away. I would have liked to see her twice before I go back to work, but it is what it is.

Last block when they stood me down it has come of my sick leave. 45 hours of it. I did call and question it. I was semi nice but I won’t be nice if it doesn’t get reversed. It’s not my fault. I need my sick leave to go to hospital.

Im still feeling really miserable. I am scared because it’s starting to get really bad.

How are you both?

Did you not hurt your back at work @Captain24 ??

Yeah I did @Bow. They don’t make it easy. The first night when I went home early they took out of my sick leave and then I was late to work last night because of physio and that’s coming out of my sick leave.

Last block they stood me down because I had a medical certificate from the hospital and I didn’t have a clearance to say I could return to work. I had to wait until I saw my doctor. That’s why the stood me down and it should have been at full pay.

It’s just never ending stuff and I’m starting to not cope with it.

Shouldn’t it be workers comp?? @Captain24

Yes it is but I chose to leave early after hurting myself! @Bow. My boss said starting late last night has come off too but when I get my payslip I will be questioning it.