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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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creative_writerSenior Contributor

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Hi @tyme how are you?

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I know.. poor little boy @tyme

Ive just gotten to work so I’ll talk later

Have a good night all

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tymeModerator

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Speak later, take care. @Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Awesome (said with a sarcastic tone) I have just come home, 4 hrs early, because I’ve hurt my back. It’s pretty bad.

Now I have to go to bed and be awake early to phone the health and safety team.

This is also messing up with my medication times. I’m scared to mess around with them after messing up badly.

I just can’t catch a break lately. It always has to be something.

Yes.. tonight has really messed with my head.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’ve had a hot shower and taken my meds, prn and painkillers. I’m still in a lot of pain and still awake. The short time between doses of night meds should have put me straight to sleep. It literally wasn’t long.

All I keep thinking is, is my life ever going to get easier. Am I always going to have one battle during or straight after another.

Right now the pain is really getting me down. I have so many thoughts going through my mind and they are not healthy ones. I hate my life. I hate me. It just all gets too much.

My MH not great, Jett needing surgery and now my back. All in one hit. At least my MH isn’t in crisis mode at the moment.

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BowSenior Contributor

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Sorry about your back @Captain24 💕

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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I hope your back feels a little better today @Captain24

Take care of you 💗💗

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lavenderhazeSenior Contributor

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Sorry @Bow I had logged off before I saw your message yesterday

Did you go okay? I am having a cuppa right now 🙂

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BowSenior Contributor

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Hi @lavenderhaze

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lavenderhazeSenior Contributor

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Hi @Captain24

So sorry to hear about your back hun

How is the pain today? ❤️

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