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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Sorry to hear @Captain24 . Did you do much today?

I'm still really tired... I've had enough sleep so I reckon it's my iron levels.

How are your babies today? The kids are at my place watching Shrek

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Nah.. I just went to my CM appointment @tyme. Oh and I went to big w to get some Lego for @Bow and I to build together.

You have trouble with your iron levels frequently don’t you? Are you on tablets or anything?

My besties son use to love shrek. I haven’t seen it in years. Cartoons are good.

The babies haven’t been far away.

 

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Wow @Captain24 ! That's so cool you can built lego together with @Bow ! Hopefully you will be able to encourage each other. I know it's hard sometimes when things are hard, but at least you know you are not alone. We'll be around if you need any support.

As for your babies, they are much bigger than I thought! Or is it just their coat that makes them look so big?

As for my iron, I was prescribed meds but wanted to try diet changes before taking meds. Looks like I may need to go down the meds path. I'm not much of a red meat eater.

What's on the agenda for tonight? I've just made myself a herbal tea.

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It was their idea so I went out and got 2 matching sets @tyme. We are hoping others will join in.

It should be really nice to know it’s something together, that at that point in time there is connection.

Both of them are quite tall. Pix is over weight but it is slowly coming off. Jetts really skinny but taller than Pix.

I don’t eat much meat either. I do get tested often though. If meds will help you feel better, is that a bad thing?

Im just watching tv and had green curry for dinner.

Any dinner plans?

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I had a little bit of rice and dahl... @Captain24 My sister's MIL made it. I only had a bit so I don't get hungry later. Totally not my type of food.

Remember how you used to love sweetened condensed milk??? I still remember that! Do you still have it much?

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It doesn’t sound appetising! @tyme

Hahaha I haven’t had it in a long time. I still have 2 tins in the pantry!

I just gave the dogs a bone each so I will be left alone for a while!

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I hope my sister doesn't get a second dog. @Captain24

Btw, what made you get a second dog? You had Pix, then all of a sudden, one day you got Jett, and then you got Keiko!

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I always said that I wanted a playmate for Pix. Then Angel got too sick and couldn’t handle having another pup around @tyme. We lost Angel and a couple of weeks later my Bestie sent me a photo of one of her pups. Just for shits and giggles.

I was like ‘ooohhh I want him’ and that’s how it happened. The. I decided that mum needed on too so I did some research and we came up with Keiko.

Fun fact.. Jetts birthday is the same day that Angel passed. Plus his first birthday will be at the beach and he will go to Angels favourite beach.

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Wow! Amazing! How special is that?

So are you telling me that your Bestie who is coming to stay where you are, owns a dog which had pups, and one of the pups was Jett? @Captain24

I'm not sure I've got it clear in my head.

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Yes @tyme. She breeds chihuahuas and has to move all 7 of them up here when she comes! I’m so glad I’m using all my leave for my inpatient stay.

She is already trying to work it so I can go down and help her. I’ve packed, moved and unpack for her that many times that I can’t even remember!

I love her dearly but she definitely knows to delegate and I’m the sucker that can’t say no!

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