I can’t cope

I just found out that my Bestie is moving back to town!!!! Not for 6 months but I can wait impatiently!!!

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@Captain24 wrote:

I just found out that my Bestie is moving back to town!!!! Not for 6 months but I can wait impatiently!!!

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That's great news, @Captain24 !

Good luck with your chiro appt and GP today, and the psych tomorrow 🤞

@Captain24 That’s exciting news about your bestie! Is that the one that’s in Melbourne? Or a different one?

do you think this is going to have a positive impact on everything for you? Some real life physical connection? Someone to go out with? Possible dog sitter??

It’s very exciting. @NatureLover

Im sitting at the Chiro now. I’m so tired. I didn’t get off the phone until late.

How are you today?!

I bet you were on the phone late, @Captain24 , that's very exciting.

I'm OK thanks...muddling along.

Yeah it’s the one from Melbourne. @Bow.

It’ll be so good I’m having the connection. She does come with her own dramas though. A very messy family situation which I will get dragged into as we are like sisters and I get treated like one by her family.

She is already planning NYE. But yes we will go out and do things. I’ll take her son to sports occasionally. She will live a 30 minutes out of town. She won’t be dog sitting! She leaves hers outside and mine won’t be going out to her place. 2 many snakes

@Captain24 Yeah that’s the sad thing about people in General I guess, we all come with our own baggage. Can you put some new boundaries up straight away? Does your bestie know about your mh? You could say something like….. in order to take care of my mh and keep myself as well as I can, I need to do………

oh that’s a shame you can’t use her for dog sitting! Would have been a huge weight lifted.

planning NYE already! Wow.

I finished my Lego kingfisher yesterday. I really like it. Daughter wants to go into the city for vivid (you heard of that) I’d kinda like to go, but would love to be able to treat ourselves and stay overnight. And of course we would need to go to the Lego store….. not that we need any more Lego , but a trip to the city is not a trip without a visit to the Lego store. And oh my all the new sets coming out!!’

Yeah.. she knows all about my MH @Bow She has done her research and has discovered that she has anxiety. She calls me know when she is having an anxiety attack. We will have space though as she won’t come into town a lot.

The kingfisher is really nice ay…

Id like to go to vivid one day but it’s hard from out here. It’s a 4 hour trip and definitely an overnight stay.

I would love to go to the Lego store one day. It would cost me heaps though! I have to get the retro radio! There are a few that I want. I have a wish list on the LEGO site.

I was reading about your tv viewing, I watch Neighbours and Home and Away as well!!

I see it’s been rough going for you. I hope you can see some light in your day soon.

Morning @Captain24

Hoping your day is going well hon.

Sending 💌💌

I’ve just come back from the GP.. I didn’t get a lecture about stopping my meds. He said I had probably already heard it enough.

He has started me back on the last medication. It should help me go to sleep better, rather than 1 or 2 am. If not he has given me a different sleeping med to try.

He said the me 12 months ago wouldn’t have gotten through the stopping of the meds. He believes I have come a long way. I told him how bad I actually was, the crisis level since it took me to ED and that I’m still far from good. The old me would still be in crisis and probably involuntarily admitted.

It’s good to hear that I have made a lot of progress.