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I can’t cope

Captain24Senior Contributor

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m sorry @Bow. How was the visit?

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BowSenior Contributor

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Hmm I guess it was a little bit reassuring. See the pdoc tomorrow. One of them will sit in with me too. Just gotta get myself till tomorrow. @Captain24

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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I’m glad you have support today and for your appointment tomorrow. @Bow. It’s good that it’s been reassuring for you.

The struggle is getting even harder. I’m going to go to bed. I don’t know what else to do.

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BowSenior Contributor

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I’ve been in bed all afternoon @Captain24 napping… watching tv..: napping some more. Sometimes it’s the best place to be

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Sorry @Bow. I rang for help, that was really hard. Then I had a nap. I don’t feel any better though.

How are you going?

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BowSenior Contributor

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No sorry needed @Captain24 glad you reached out for some help.
Im waiting for bed. I’m tired still and can’t wait to crawl into bed for good.
just watching some tv

feel like I have to prepare for my pdoc appointment tomorrow. My CM asked me what was going on for me to do what I nearly did….. I said I was just so tired and so over it and she was like so nothing else happened!?? It’s hard when our heads just are in such a big mess and it makes us do stupid things that don’t really make any sense. 😩😩😩😩

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Why does everyone want to know what the trigger was @Bow.

I’m sick of being asked. I don’t know what the trigger is. I don’t know why I feel like it. I don’t know why I don’t want to live anymore. I just don’t.

Sorry, I dont know if you feel the same.

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FriendlyflutterSenior Contributor

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Hey @Bow

Thank you sharing how you have been feeling, it can be so hard to plan and explain what is going on for you.

You mentioned that you can't wait to crawl in bed for good, I am concerned about you.

Is there anything that can help you for now?

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BowSenior Contributor

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Oh no concern needed @Friendlyflutter sorry. I’ve been in and out of bed all afternoon, meant crawling into bed for good for the day. Sorry

ive had my meds and have just crawled into bed so will say goodnight. Hope sleep finds you quickly @Captain24 and tomorrow is a tad bit better

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Captain24Senior Contributor

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Im in bed too @Bow But no meds for me. If I go near them I can’t be trusted.

I hope you sleep well and tomorrow is better for you too

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