I can’t cope

I slept for a little bit this morning. But I had weird dreams. They kept waking me up. Then I’d talk in my sleep so it woke me up too. So needless to say it wasn’t a good sleep. I think it’ll be an early night tonight.

Not sleeping properly isn’t helping my mood.

Im really on struggle street

I'm sorry @Captain24 can understand the lack of sleep is hard.

Here if you want to chat/sit

Thanks @Snowie.

I rang the hospital today to book my second admission but they haven’t gotten back to me. I’m trying for August. One of the friends I met is trying to book in at the same time.

Hopefully they get back to you quickly @Captain24

It's good if you know at least one person in there. Hopefully it makes it a bit easier for you when you do go in.

When are you working next?

Hopefully they get back to me @Snowie. I need to sort out work.

I was thinking August or September and the other girl posted on our facebook group that she was thinking July August. We both thought it would be easier to know someone.

I go back to work on Friday.

How are you going?

It certainly would be easier if you know someone already @Captain24 Might make that transition a little easier for you.

Glad to hear you have a bit of time off work before you go back.

Have you got anything planned or just quiet time at home?

Sleep has been sh*t the last 2 nights. Doesn't help my days 😒

It was so hard the first time I’m hoping it’s easier the second but having her will hopefully help. @Snowie

Im going to an Irish dance show on Wednesday night, the ANZAC service on Thursday, other than that I need to get some study done.

Sorry about your sleep. It makes things so hard.

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@Captain24 wrote:

No you didn’t miss a message from earlier @Jynx.

I just thought you didn’t care.

I feel a little hurt

I very much, very big, very always, care about you. So much that I had to abandon proper grammar just now...

Anyway, I'm a little confused as to why you think I don't care? You can flick an email through if that makes it easier?

My first time in hospital was the hardest too @Captain24

After that I sort of knew what to expect so it was much easier going in.

Sounds like you have a few nice things coming up.

It does make it hard. I see my psych tomorrow so I hope that helps a little.

I hope your psych can help @Snowie

Ive got a few things but I just don’t have anything in me to care for it.

Im really not doing well at the moment