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Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before. I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent. there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.
@Captain24 totally get the visit from the police can be scary. I've had them called before, it's wasn't from someone on the forums, but my parents did not take it well. I hope you are doing better today ❤️
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I’m suppose to be asleep. But I’m having trouble with that incase I miss an important email.
My head is pounding and my throat is so sore that I can’t swallow. My body is aching. I feel so miserable.
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creative_writerSenior Contributor
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Sending you lots of love and hugs, sitting with you 💕🤗
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tymeModerator
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Hugs @Captain24 .
Hearing you.
Thinking of you.
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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Now that I have to get up, I feel even worse.
I cant do tonight but I know I have too.
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JynxModerator
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Having to do stuff because we gotta, to keep our jobs/a roof over our head, really sucks sometimes hey @Captain24. You can make it through tho, I know you can!
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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You were the last person I expected to comment @Jynx
Im getting sicker by the minute.
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JynxModerator
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@Captain24 haha I hope it was a happy surprise 😝
Ach that's rough - like, nausea kind of sickness? Anything that could help?
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Captain24Senior Contributor
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I didn’t think you cared when I hadn’t heard from you @Jynx.
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