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I can’t cope

I can’t cope

Hi. I’m new and have never been in anything like this before.
I’m really struggling with depression at the moment and just need a place to vent.
there is no reason as to why I feel this way. I just hate myself and feel like I’m an unworthy and useless person. I don’t have a partner or many friends. I feel like I keep pushing them away when I’m down. I’m just not worthy of them. I hate life and just wish I would go to sleep and not wake up. I feel so much emotional pain inside but numb at the same time. None of this makes any sense but it just how I feel.

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@Captain24 an early night sounds good. I have a lot to get done tomorrow for uni, so I might try to go to bed early. My brain is too tired. I hope you have a relaxing evening while you watch tv and have a hot shower 💖

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Lol... 'shave your legs without asking for permission'. So true, eh? @Captain24

Hope you've been okay.

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I hope you get done what you need to tomorrow @creative_writer

Ive decided I’m getting them wax just before I go in next time! @tyme

That way I don’t need permission.. oh and the showers, I didn’t even turn the cold water on. Just straight hot was only warm.

Im trying to work out how to best do my day to try and keep me on track. Im thinking chores until 1 then the rest of the day is mine? I might have to do a little later until I get caught up. I don’t know.

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I don't want to burst the bubble, but when's the next time you need to work? @Captain24

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I go back on Friday @tyme. The 4:30am alarm is going to hurt! It’s going to be a long 5 shifts!

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You're amazing @Captain24 .

Wow. I look forward to hearing how you go.

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I’d hold that amazing thought until next Wednesday and see if I get through it! @tyme. I haven’t been there for nearly 6 weeks. The pit will have changed so much that I have no idea of where anything is!

Any plans for the next couple of days?

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@Captain24I hope this new chapter is a better one for you. You’ve done an amazing job on your recovery. You are inspirational. You deserve every bit of joy in your life. 4:30 is very early, I don’t know how you do it. What is your plan for the next few days before you start work again?

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I’m hoping so too @creative_writer. I’ve done so much work that I need it to help. I just think I need to pay my mortgage that’s how I do it.

I have made an appointment for each day this eeek. Except for Thursday plus I’m catching up with my bestie this week. Plus I’m getting a call from the clinic I was at.

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Live and learn @Captain24 ?

Perhaps the last few months have been such a blur anyway...

You may see the pit from a new angle! lol

For the next few days, I've got a lot of paper work to do. So much catching up on the admin side of life. I'm also going to spend more time with the kids. I haven't really spent much time with them the last week. Tonight they went to a friend's house and only came home about an hour ago. So I didn't see them. They are in bed now because they have school tomorrow.

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