help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself

You're so not stupid @Bunniekins

It's a wonderful suggestion from your son, but a Huge scenario at the same time. Have you spoken with your Dr/care team (for want of a better description)?

Hugs @Bunniekins

@StuF would you risk everthing and go to canada meet son1s wife and family? i am so scared i will f it up

@StuF yes doc doesnt think it is a good idea

Fark, it's a biggie, isn't it @Bunniekins ?

You say they're coming here for 3 months? He's aware of your situation?

I'm thinking maybe a more low key holiday when they are here. International travel is a bit of a mission. Obviously you'd love to be able to go, but circumstance may not permit unfortunately...

Wish I had a more positive spin on it 😞

@Shaz51 sister

@StuF i think i need to talk plainly to him. my health has deteriorated since he was last here. it sucks but you are right. i have to be sensible,

Yeah, does suck @Bunniekins

Sounds like he'd understand though. Just not a fun conversation to have

@StuF i will call him now. thanks StuF

Ohh what a biggie @Bunniekins sister xxx

I know my Mr shaz could not do international travel

And is your son coming over here xx