help feeling super depressed want to hurt myself

Sorry @Bunniekins, it sounds like a very distressing evening. It's encouraging to hear that the cops and mental health workers were nice, but so hard to end up feeling like you don't see a future for you or your son. That's such a hard situation.

It can be difficult to see any hope when things are bad. Do things feel differently when he's doing better?

It's nice to hear that Fleetwood Mac are keeping you company. Is there anyone you can talk to tonight? Do you think you could reach out to a helpline for a chat?

You are most welcome to keep posting here, but if you feel you need crisis support or one on one counselling, the below services are available:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247 (8am to 8pm AWST)

Sending virtual hugs to you and your son if you want them

Goodnight @Bunniekins

I'm heading off to my cousin's funeral tomorrow- flying north. The funeral itself is on Monday, but will be travelling and meeting with relatives etc tomorrow. I Will check in with you somewhere in there 🙂

Hope your ex makes the visit

@Former-Member hi Acacia son2 has many problems, to be honest if i could him, my daughter and myself into a void of darkness where we would be no more i would. i would never hurt my children but the thought crosses my mind when he is so sick. life is hard.

@StuF hugs and hugs StuFx

@Former-Member night Acacia

Hey @Bunniekins, I am going to send you a quick check in email.

Hugs back at ya @Bunniekins

@Former-Member thank you Acacia

@Bunniekins

Good Morning

I hope you're having a better day. Did you sleep well?

@StuF hi StuF feeling much better thank you. thank you for your care last night really appreciated it.💚