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I always ramble when I post so I should do list form :

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- Most of my time is spent at home now. I don't work as I was working full time and couldn't handle the job as it was not stimulating me enough

- I have so many regrets about my 20s and not having done anything enough or having been too repressed or shy (I am 28 now)

- I am tired most of the time due to not sleeping right, always waking up early and thinking about things

- I let an adult know too much about me when i was young, an adult i wasn't related to and who was in the religious community I was in.

- I have never gotten over some opportunities that I either didn't apply for, failed at getting or was too scared about (meaning fear directed me)

- I feel every day is a struggle to get up and i am so bored by things all the time (i always jump songs i am playing for example coz i get bored of hearing it)

- I am fearful of losing my youth because i haven't done anything with it

- I'm so over trying to impress people that I think i may now not even care if I do things to myself I should not

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