florencefiftySenior Contributor
Do I just need someone to talk to?
I have really been struggling lately.
Nothing seems to help. None of the perspectives that you hear make me feel any better. You either hear clichés, or people talking about how they've been struggling with the same thing. It's great to know I'm not alone sometimes, but that's not what I need to hear.
Someone told me that they're in their fifties, and they're struggling with the same thing. Could I really be in for another 24 years of pain?
Why is it, every time something terrible happens, everyone tells you the worst thing that ever happened to them, as though that makes it easier?
I only ever speak to my doctor about my struggles. I haven't spoken to her since... let me check... February 1. Six weeks ago. My next appointment with her isn't for eleven days.
At one point she went on leave, and then I contracted COVID-19.
Am I just going crazy BECAUSE it's been so long without any guidance?
If so, that's mildly reassuring... I really wish I had a support network. That's the whole problem, I guess.