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A little upset

A little upset

I'm currently safe. I'm just so honestly fed up with the bloody NDIS! Today I found out that it's going to be another shit-fight just to get a support coordinator and to get my NDIS plan adjusted. Wow! Just... Wow!

Was gonna rile up over it but I have to keep away from the hospitals at the moment so unless I suddenly deteriorate, I'll avoid making myself angry today. When I receive another phone call re: NDIS, I'm pulling out the chocolates before my anger alarm goes off. It's better to stifle it before it starts up, I know what I'm like when I lose my temper.

I don't want my support workers to get worried about me. I don't want to miss my psych appointment on Saturday either. I also don't want to miss my excursions this week. It seems that now I have something on each week so when I feel like just letting my rage gauge go off, something else has to get in the way so I can't let it happen. I also don't want to get sick from any bad infections either viral or bacterial, so I keep avoiding rage triggers all the time now. The NDIS is a rage trigger for me. I know I have to have support workers with me from now on to prevent a lot of problems. Getting sick will just complicate my mental health treatments too, so I have to keep on top of physical health as well. Sorry for the wall of text, but I had to let the vent go off a bit so I won't explode.

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Hey there @Former-Member,

Sitting with you here in the frustration and anguish you're expressing 💙NDIS is not something I've had to navigate, but I've heard many stories that mirror your experience.

What I'm also hearing in your post (please correct me if I'm wrong) is that you're acutely aware of your needs and that you're putting things in place to support them, I just want to acknowledge how amazing that is. It sounds to me that when things get tough, sure you feel frustrated and angry (and those feelings are valid), but you also manage to put things in place to support your needs. I really commend and admire that.

Do you still have the appointment in place with the SANE help centre today?

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@Former-Member I'm going to ring them. I do have supports in place but they're no replacement for medications (denied until further review except for daily med and occasional alergy treatments PRN), and not being isolated. Just existing, just isn't enough for me. "Supports" just isn't working. The hospital is overcrowded and my GP is keeping me away from there because he knows I don't care about getting ill but is denying me access to a hospital facility while I'm not in urgent need of one, and is refusing to allow me to neglect my physical health needs. I have to see the doctor every fortnight now. No offense intended, but it's nice that you feel amazed that I have some supports in place. I'm just so upset right now, the NDIS is doing my head in and my support workers are constantly checking in on me either by phone or face-to-face so they can prevent self-harm issues from getting worse.
One thing is for sure, I'm going to sue the NDIS for human rights violations. One of the people from Local Area Coordination misrepresented me several times, then they left that role. Another person (same role) is misrepresenting me again, and now I can't get a support coordinator. I don't have "choice and control". I dislike dishonesty very much, and I'm noticing that most NDIS people are very dishonest. The NDIS has caused more restrictions and anguish than anyone would want to care to know or understand. Psychiatrists don't even understand how difficult the NDIS is to get support from. I'm just a number to them. Psychiatrists think they're helping me get a wonderful life, but I still have to live forever with Government support problems and a permanent disability. And now my support workers have to live with constant concerns about my welfare because no amount of emergency help will cure me or guarantee my safety, until I'm put on a lot of extra medications.

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Hey @Former-Member,

I'll clarify by saying I'm glad you have some supports in place, and that you've been able to maintain those. I truly understand that sometimes these supports feel like they're not enough, and I'm wondering if you've been able to communicate to your GP (if he is your main support?) that you might need to review your plan with him?

I'm hoping that your chat with the SANE help centre will go some way to sorting through all the obstacles you've been facing, as I can hear you've had a really tough time. That old saying "it never rains but it pours" can really ring true sometimes, and it's at these times that I believe we need the support from people around us (who we trust) to hold the proverbial umbrella if our hand is tired.

Keep reaching out here @Former-Member if you need a place to chat, and please don't forget that the SANE counselling service is available until 10pm today on 1800 187 263 – they'll be able to provide a 1:1 space for you to explore some of the issues you're facing with the NDIS etc.

Rhye ☘️

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Hi @Former-Member, unfortunately, the reality is that the NDIA spends tens of millions of dollars on lawyers to fight people with disabilities, to stop them from getting services and supports, every year ( https://www.theguardian.com/australia-news/2021/dec/18/ndia-spending-more-on-law-firms-to-fight-participants-over-cuts-to-payments ). There have been a few news stories about people not getting approved for assistive technologies until after they have died, (due to lack of assistive technologies) even!

I would recommend that you look into getting a 'disability advocate' - it's a short relationship, based on fixing a particular problem, but they really know the ins and outs of the NDIS and how to get the best results and save you some of the drama and anger.

I had an amazing disability advocate from People with Disability Australia a couple of years ago, because when I was in hospital, the social worker there told the NDIS that there were no plans for me to be released! And as a result, the NDIS cut my plan to be $2000.00 in total, despite that I was well enough at that point to be taken out of hospital to go do my physiotherapy - so I was in a real no man's land - not enough money to get real NDIS services, but too much money to access the non-NDIS services. We linked in with the disability advocate in around September, and by December, I'd had my plan reinstated, and the disability advocate referred me to a support coordinator who got a lot of services in place for me.
If you do Facebook at all, I'd also recommend going on the NDIS Grassroots Discussion group there for help and information from people in dealing with the NDIS.

You're not alone in finding the NDIS completely frustrating to deal with.

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Hi @Gwynn @Former-Member ,

I hear you that NDIS can be so challenging to deal with.

I’ve seen the frustration of many people dealing with NDIS and I really feel for them.

Im absolutely aware of the flaws of the scheme yet I’m also mindful it is relatively new. There are so many teething issues that need to be better managed.

As you mentioned @Former-Member , you have one worker one day and another the next. Hopefully in time to come, there will be continuity of care and less staffing issues as well as people with lived experience who can enter that workforce.

Over time, I hope you have better experiences with the NDIS.

NB I don’t work for the NDIS or anything… I simply see both sides and realise the need to shed light on both. I am in no way diminishing your feelings of frustration @Former-Member

All the best,

BPDSurvivor

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With respect, @BPDSurvivor , it's not just that the NDIS is new, I believe that it has also been mismanaged by the current government.

Not only do they spend tens of millions of dollars per year on lawyers fighting against people with disabilities, claiming that this support or that support isn't 'reasonable and necessary', they do things like cap the amount of permanent employees in the NDIA at 3,000, when the Productivity Commission had estimated that 10,000 permanent employees were needed. They contract stuff out to private companies that shouldn't be contracted out, leading to a knowledge drain, and the spending of about $200 million in one year alone on consultants.

They replace the board that has disability experience with corporate sector types.

They try to rob Peter to pay Paul, by reassessing whether people on the DSP can be instead put onto Newstart, and the savings used for the NDIS, ignoring that if you're sufficiently disabled to be on the DSP in the first place, you're likely to also be on the NDIS.

They even scrapped the ad campaign letting people know about the NDIS.

They take money from the NDIS to set up a Drought Futures Fund for farmers.

The focus on fraud in the NDIS is squarely focused on participants, rather than companies (who have defrauded the NDIS to the tune of millions on luxury cars).

Then let's not forget about the debacle of 'independent assessments', which were going to standardise us into one of about 140 profiles and allocate us money based on those profiles, rather than our needs or goals, and we couldn't be assessed by our regular clinicians, who might have a soft spot for us and write us good reports that adequately describe our needs and deficiencies that the NDIS can help with.

Rick Morton has been covering the NDIS for quite some time, both at the Oz and the Saturday Paper, I would suggest you read some of his work on the history of the NDIS. this is from 2020, but should cover the issues in a fairly comprehensive manner.

A lot of the individual people within the NDIS are good people, who are trying their best, but the system is stacked against them doing the right thing by us. There would have been teething issues with a Labor government as well, but I don't believe they would have made so many fumbles.

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Hi @Gwynn ,

I absolutely hear you. It is far from being even remotely accessible, let alone by those with a disability.


Time will tell how this will evolve. In the meantime, take care.

BPDSurvivor

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