Hiya @TAB
Yeh, weird I thought Bunnings were basically everywhere. I like how Bunnings smells haha - I don't like shopping there, way way too enormous & weird vibe.
Lots of big shops have that. Impersonal maybe - really get the sense I am another number... or, maybe that other people are fine with being robots...& I feel like I don't fit in?
I like the guitar shop😊 small, cute, cosy & meet some good people. The crystal shop is lovely too. I think the whole consumerism is too much & depressing. Maybe you are lucky not to have Bunnings!
Can you get things delivered where you are? It's good for specials & don't want leave house - me always.
Yes..I have those exact green chairs! I know you will get stuff sorted. One day at a time. I'm telling myself this. It's miserable being in that in-between place. However, I wouldn't change a thing - looking back. Not you either.😎
Thanks for asking about big changes. I'm not sure how much I'm comfortable disclosing, or would be appropriate. It is fairly depressing DV stuff. The good news is - he is gone. I mean it's good & bad. Y'know relationships, complex etc.
Having my freedom & not feeling threatened, afraid etc. We all deserve that.
It's not simple tho. I'm still being abused, only now it's by his legal team. Whatever. I feel like I've said too much.
I have had so many huge Victories - I really can't be sad at all. More like unsettled, tired, anxiety.
I think I officially landed at burnout this is week. It's a weird feeling. My mind is functioning at essentials only.
Please don't anyone be concerned for me. I saw my GP today. I have more than one counsellor & lots of professionals aware of my life. One thing I am overly skilled at is talking about emotional things. The one thing that has made me 'different' my entire life, is proving to be an asset!
There is more to this story. I can see the horizon. Sunset & Sunrise. I see the beauty. It fills me with life.
I'm lots to deal with roomie...!
Stay warm All 💜 ( it's so cold in Melb🤧)
💙💚💛🧡♥️
@Kyle1 @StuF @RGB & everyone.
