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My beautiful stepmother has banned me from getting anymore teeth pulled out before my wedding.
Iv been enjoying reading got 31 messages to read ! Okay iv had an excellent few days of growth yet ..... Whom is getting another iPhone ? Ok. Bit jealous... Not anymore but I'm what @ENKELI is ...forgot what's is called.
So, Mr Rocker said you need to call your mum - tell her we r getting married.
So we went over there.....the next day...
I was acting aggressively and treating my carer badly. She started crying, and I realized that after all these years, this is a result of Mum's own bitterness. It was a revelation for me.
So I'm avoiding her again ...I went to see my psychotherapist - I was quite overwhelmed -
21 years of therapy to own that her aggression has been inside me for years. This year, I haven't seen her, and at last after all these years, I noticed how I acted after seeing her. My GOD.
Then it gets better. My youngest son, my beautiful youngest son has asked ME to move in with us for a couple of weeks while he finds a rental. He didn't go straight to mum where all the money is, he asked me.
I'm mindful that there are many worse parental stories out there, some are here getting through who have assisted me in my journey.