Everything music

Well there was a long lead up time for me @Bunniekins ...but I'd been unwell for a long time too.

But then it all became very apparent and I ended up in a public ward (for the first time) and freaked the hell out!

(Chop Suey was the main System' song for me)

@Bunniekins I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy!

I am running out of notepaper writing all these awesome tunes down to save. This one is special. I had only heard Firestarter, Smack My Bitch Up and Breathe. I really like Narayan.

I'm not even bothering to offer up anything now, you guys have got it sorted!

that Is my game @ENKELI ..messing w people lolo ... all I've got .Ask @tonys lolo ...

well we cant remember who it was, it was a 'former member' .. @Bunniekins

https://youtu.be/fI677jYfKz0?si=TSjhPBGs8x5dOboo

@ENKELI @StuF @Bunniekins @tonys

@StuFshit! me too. i was in a public ward for a month and even then i was not properly diagnosed with schitzoaffective disorder for at least a year later. okay i was taken to the public ward when i took off my jumper leaving me with only a bra on in a bus because i thought i had been infected by a alian monster. my poor autistic son was with me at the time. my autistic son was the only one looking out for me at that stage.

@ENKELI ahh you are a funny one 🙂 xx

@StuF honestly how did we survive? we are so lucky to be here.x

First time it got really out of hand for me @Bunniekins , I was already in a private facility and said the wrong things to my psych (basically quoting Chop Suey with no context), she drugged me. Next thing I knew I was waking up while being admitted to the public ward from the back of an ambulance

Life gets messy, hey?

@StuF oh StuF you have to be careful of what you say to who. i said something once about hurting myself and the stupid worker was going to call the police. thank god my mental health nurse stepped in and explained this is what i say when i am depressed and it doesnt mean i will act upon it. life is messy i agree but we are strong and have come out the other end. battered and bruised but still here xxx

Thankyou @ENKELI I'll have to do a quick show of hands for all the other people in my head, but

I think its safe to say . . . we're good. Just been catching up on the songs I missed. For some reason they don't come to my mailbox like the other threads. So, when I get here, well, its like a mini Christmas..

I think / hope.. if we do find life in that splay of stardust out there, music is our common language,

or love, that would do just fine too..

Well . . . better see what other gems are in the wash of this stream. tonys..

@Bunniekins @TAB @StuF @Emelia8 is @Adge with us I wonder...