lol @TAB
Yeh, I think I have wised up myself. I don’t know why I tolerated many things.
Actually I began a disturbing read about a young girl with Asperger’s. As the story unfolds, she finds herself
entrapped with a man who is nothing as initially presented to her young eyes. Over the course of their fast moving friendship he changes, displays violent, possessive, demanding, and obsessive behaviour that she struggles to break free from and say no to. The more it goes on, the worse it becomes.
Whilst some aspects personally upset me, I could very much relate to her position of strength and endurance, and innate ability to manipulate and work around this man, even though she was unable to truely leave him. Until the end. I haven’t got that far, but I know it happens because I raced to the last page. It was making me angry!!! 😂
This girl had a different lens of the world, was highly intelligent, yet formed strange mental habits of her own anxieties and understanding of relating to life.
I think this read placed a perspective for me on the loneliness of stigmatised situations. ‘It happens to other people type of deal’.
I don’t know about you, but I know I view life differently to others, my radar on fight or flight runs way sharper than others. But I have a strong pull to survive. Someone has to try their damn hardest to knock me down. I’ll keep getting back up. 😊
So back to the mental note of how we sound! lol, I’m fairly certain I tell people all kinds of stories that leave them wondering! lol. Good. Let them wonder. :face_with_rolling_eyes:
