Life battles

Hi @natureoflife welcome to the Forums and thanks for sharing your story. it sounds like you have been having some dark days lately, but it's also great that you are able to see some silver lining in the positives. Firstly, are you engaging with any professional mental health services eg; psychiatrist or psychologist. I personally find that regularly speaking to a psychologist helps to get a lot off your mind. sometimes it helps to focus on what you have achieved towards your goals..I don't know enough about your specific goals but i think too often it's easy to focus on what hasn't been achieved rather than what has. . Again welcome to the forums, I am confident you will find the support and comraderie you are looking for here.