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Starting to struggle

Starting to struggle

I was doing so well, my moods where manageable and now I feel like I'm losing control my anxiety is bad my flashbacks are more present, family are causing lots of stress and controlling me I don't know what to do, it all feels really to overwhelming.

I feel like my whole world is falling apart, my stress levels are high, my moods are always fluctuating, I have random anger outbursts, I'm isolating myself from nearly everyone.

My dad hasn't even really contacted me, I'm really upset, I feel like he doesn't care or even wants to give me a call to see how I am. His wife is really controlling and she tends to judge me. They want me to go to Christmas with them and I don't even want to see them.

I find this time of year is triggering.

Am safe

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Hey @maddison,

I think you took my post the wrong way it wasn’t aimed at anyone, I was just expressing how I felt. Definitely wasn’t aimed at you. You are amazing.

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Oh! that's really cool @Fluttershy1 thanks for replying. You are amazing too!😊

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Ohhhh....!! I totally get what you are saying now @Fluttershy1 after reading @oceangirl comment. Yes, I thought it was directed at me & felt a bit shocked...I feel so embarrassed now, that I wrote those long posts 😳

I am a d*!k🤭

Sorry to hear you feel that you've taken a step back. I know things will get better for you again❤️ Goodness, I feel silly!!

Thanks for replying xx

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Hi @Fluttershy1 ,

How are you? If I remember correctly, do you have a pet cat or rabbit? I vaguely remember you posting pictures of your pet.

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Hey @BPDSurvivor - yeah I have 2 bunnies and a cat. Not doing so well

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Hi @BPDSurvivor @maddison @BlueBay @oceangirl @Shaz51 - what a day, not a good day either, had to rush my bunny stitch to the vet because she became unwell and it ended up being a $500 dollar vet bill that I couldn’t pay all at once. But the vet was really nice and said I can pay it next time.

family have been judging me for who I am. It’s just not fair I’ve had so much on my plate and now having one bunny that’s sick and possibly the other one being sick aswell is just stressing me out because they don’t tolerate there meds.

I don’t know how I feel. I feel alone 😭😭😭

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Poor Stitch @Fluttershy1 . I'm here. You are not alone. I hear it is hard and feels lonely, but remember your other bunny and your cat. Bunnies are very sensitive creatures. They can feel everything you are feeling and can get stressed from it.

Will you give your pets a hug from me?

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I will give them a hug from you @tyme, they mean everything to me

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meet angel

@tyme @BPDSurvivor @maddison @oceangirl @BlueBay @Peregrinefalcon @Jynx

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oh angel is so so cute @Fluttershy1

how has your day being?

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