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Starting to struggle

Starting to struggle

I was doing so well, my moods where manageable and now I feel like I'm losing control my anxiety is bad my flashbacks are more present, family are causing lots of stress and controlling me I don't know what to do, it all feels really to overwhelming.

I feel like my whole world is falling apart, my stress levels are high, my moods are always fluctuating, I have random anger outbursts, I'm isolating myself from nearly everyone.

My dad hasn't even really contacted me, I'm really upset, I feel like he doesn't care or even wants to give me a call to see how I am. His wife is really controlling and she tends to judge me. They want me to go to Christmas with them and I don't even want to see them.

I find this time of year is triggering.

Am safe

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That's really good that you feel this is a safe and caring space @Fluttershy1 By the way, I really like your user name. 🙂

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Thanks @Former-Member,

It is a really creative name I thought of

I suffer from Anxiety Depression panic BPD DID C-PTSD sensory processing disorder etc. also have a heart condition.

Im a pretty quiet person.

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It's no wonder things overwhelm you, @Fluttershy1 That quite a load you're carrying.

So you're a quiet person and a creative person as well? I think we would get along. 🙂 I'm a quiet person on the inside but often hide that for some silly reason. I try to be creative. Sometimes I even succeed - a little bit. I find that doing creative things can help to settle and ground me. How about you?

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Hi @Former-Member,

im a very creative person. But also am very quiet.

I enjoy being out in the sun some days.
I think we would get along great!

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@Former-Member @Snowie @Shaz51 @Judi9877 @BPDSurvivor - today hasn’t been a good day, it’s been hot and humid, my emotions are everywhere I just feel really frustrated and upset

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@Former-Member @Snowie @Shaz51 @Judi9877 is anyone around to chat or just sit with me😕

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Hey @Fluttershy1 , it's quiet on the forums tonight, but I'm here. Sorry it's been such a rough day. Want to tell me a bit more about it? Or if you don't want to, I'm still here 🙂

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Also, there are some members posting over here in the daily achievements thread, if you feel like joining the discussion.

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Heeeyyy soo good to see you @Former-Member

Sitting with you my friend xx @Fluttershy1

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Hello @Shaz51! Always lovely to see you around the forums too. I hope you and Mr Shaz are doing alright 🙂

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