PowderfingerSenior Contributor
Finally have a lawyer - can't think
My mind is like scrambled eggs. I don't talk anymore. I've even abandoned my best and only friend. I am devoid of any feeling at all. No emotion- no feeling.
At some point I'm having an appt with the lawyer I suppose. I don't know if I should mention the person is a pathological narcissist - no diagnosis.
Nobody listens- nobody cares. I'm not allowed to express emotion and I have to say anything dispassionately. No problem there. Been told often enough.
I've just lost interest in fighting. I feel nothing. It's basically just hand your life to us so we can fuck it up some more for you.
I don't care. I'm already dead. Nothing more to lose.
60 false allegations made against me.
Just want to know what to disclose. No trust in anyone and no trust in the legal system. Set up for criminals and not victims. No hope at all in me.