Help for an eating disorder

Hi @BlueBay ,

These last 5 weeks sound like they have been really difficult 💛What kind of support do you feel would be most helpful for you right now?

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So hubby tells me just now that he’s lost a certain amount of weight.

im so angry.

I have decided that after tonight’s dinner I’m not going to eat. That’s the only way I can lose

he has no idea just how hard it is for me with an eating disorder

he can eat less and bang he is less weight

I am upset because he says things that he has no idea how it hurts me

he said other things about food I can’t say on here.

just had my last dinner for a while

decided that i will not eat for a while to see how i go

i am sick of media, social media, photos, commercials, magazines, fb,

can anyone relate

possibly not, i am the one who is crazy

i am sorry i need to vent i need to scream it out

i am not going to eat

i am seeing my dr tomorrow morning and i am going to tell him about my eating or no much eating

i need help

but i also need to lose weight

it's a vicious cycle for me

@Bow @tyme

Sorry things are so tricky for you at the moment @BlueBay

I’m unfortunately not much help at the moment cause I’m not in a good place myself. But I’m glad your going to see your go tomorrow and plan to talk to them about your eating. I hope your dr can help you.

I’m sorry @Bow you’re not good at the moment.
im scared to tell my dr but I’m getting angry with myself and hate myself even more.
sending you hugs lovely

xxxooo

Just be honest with your dr @BlueBay it’s the only way that they will be able to help you properly. I know that it’s hard but it’s for the best. 💕

Hey @Bow

I couldn’t do it.
Didn’t tell my dr about my eating issue

i know I should have but I’m just too scared I’ll be judged or thought of as being “silly”

I’m triggered atm with a flashback of something that happened to me years ago. I’ve emailed my psych.

hope you’re ok. I know you’re struggling atm.
take care xxx

i am at a desperate point with my eating/dieting etc etc etc

i can't get it in my head to go slow with a new way of going about this - my mind is racing with

who cares anyway

i need and have to lose my weight amount now, not next month or next year

i am feeling very destructive and very overwhelmed

it's so hard to do this in a good way

i have to write out a food diary and a exercise diary daily

i will most likely wreck it

it's a vicious cycle

that i can't handle

@Bow @tyme @Shaz51 @Emelia8 @hanami and others reading

Hey @BlueBay I'm hearing things are overwhelming right now and your ED is strong but you are stronger 💙

Are you able to get in touch with your supports? It sounds scary and like it's more than you are able to cope with at the moment. Sitting with you 💙