One of those days I've had to go back to bed

hello everyone today is monday and despite pushing myself to have a better perspective Ive gotten into one of those times where I become angry at just everything,so I didnt acheive much today and had the attitude in the end of F$ck this,F#ck everything and said it out loud to my household before spending the rest of the day in my room,isolating,distracting,watched an interesting series but it may have triggored my anger as well,Ive spent time in bed in my room drinking coffee and eating cookies,honestly doesnt help that Ive probly been PMSing for a while,got out my hair spray and hair brush agressively brushing,listened to sad music,and finally decide to allow myself to self sabotage a close relationship just a little in false hope that it would wake that person up but yeah thats been the day orwell better luck tomorow I geuss ,not happy sorry everyone might try to be creative again,but its probly also lockdown and boredom and lack of social connection getting to me too but I dont particulary feel in the mood to talk to relatives for the time being ,cause pardon the expression Im trying to sort out my own s$$t I am safe just angry and all that Jazz