ArizonaSenior Contributor
I'm not looking after myself again
I'm writing this in the hope that I will start looking after myself again.
I have gone back into not looking after myself. I'm not sure why or how it happened. I don't remember the last time I had a shower and cleaned my teeth. I think it was last Tuesday.
I'm not eating properly or drinking enough water.
I was supposed to have an appointment with my therapist this week but I'm not sure when it was supposed to be and it didn't happen because she often forgets to call me.
I'm waiting for night time because that's usually when I feel better. The neighbourhood children are so loud and annoying.
I'm in a dark, negative space but I'm not having suicidal thoughts.