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people keep telling me that i need to ask for help or talk to someone about what is going on but i am too scared and i dont think there is anyone I can even talk to about this. I have had too many bad experiences with helplines so they arent an option I cant call my case manager or the crisis team because they are all working for the demon thing that is trying to get me to die and my psychologist is the same. calling them would be like giving them an invite to end me i dont know what to do but i am getting so stressed and exhausted that i want to just end things myself and get it over with. my friend said that i needed to call someone if i wasnt safe but there is really no one i can call who is safe to call. i dont know what to do.
It must be awful to be stuck in this place feeling so distressed and not knowing what to do. I'm worried about you and I want to help but I don't know how.
I'm going to walk my Pug now. I will be back in about an hour if you want to talk ❤
In response to: Re: Too scared to ask for "help"
Eden1919Senior Contributor
Re: Too scared to ask for "help"
Thank you everyone for the support. I am still very scared and i am really not sure what to do I have had a very big day today and am very tried but my case manager called and left a message to remind me about my depot tomorrow and i am very scared about that and not sure what to do i dont want to show up but i am scared of what would happen if i didnt and it is just a mess. sorry i dont have it in me to reply individually at the moment.
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