Help

I got to go to bed everyone. Crashing. Hope you all get some rest.

@saltandpepper @Anastasia @Shaz51 @StuF @MDT

Sleep well dear @frog 🙏

Of course you are @saltandpepper I would be too.

It must be kind of surreal, scary, like a parallel Universe?? I can't imagine. Bad things happened to me but I recall.

It must be terribly distressing for the memories just to rear their ugly head in the middle of a day, boom.

I feel for you. I hope it helps a little knowing we are all here holding your hand and in your corner 💙🙏💙

@frog

Sleep well.

I ain't far from bed meself

I'm sorry @Anastasia if i vould change what happened to you id do it in a second.

It doesn't all come back anastasia. At least not with me. Snippets. Like flash cards. A lot of physical sensations come with it. Like a physical memory contained within your body. And yes, thoroughly unpleasant. Thoroughly unenjoyable. Definitely gets you questioning reality and whats real. I don't even fucki$Nig know what is real anymore. I font know. I cant really eblieve this. My brain did this?

I'm so sorry @saltandpepper I wish I could change things, I mean that from the bottom of my soul.

Can we listen to some music, does that help?

https://youtu.be/kXYiU_JCYtU

Love this 🙏

Sitting with you my son @saltandpepper ❤❤

Good night my @frog xoxo, I am off to bed too

My mum is having trouble sleeping at night time

I thought i knew what id blocked out. It never occurred to me there might be other things I hadn't thought of hidden away there too