utopiaSenior Contributor
It is too hard
Struggling to cope with any and all emotions.
All thoughts turn to suicide.
Think my meds have stopped working.
Cannot face another 7 years of torturous hell again.
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utopiaSenior Contributor
Struggling to cope with any and all emotions.
All thoughts turn to suicide.
Think my meds have stopped working.
Cannot face another 7 years of torturous hell again.
In response to: It is too hard
Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
Thanks for checking in @utopia ...... sending gentle hugs back your way, and still hoping it's a meds-adjustment issue that can be (relatively) easily resolved.
❤️
In response to: It is too hard
OwlunarSenior Contributor
Hi @utopia
I'm sorry you've hit a bad patch - and yes - it does seem like a really bad bad patch - you sound so unhappy
I have a strong belief that we never go right back to square one when we hit a hitch on our journey - be it quitting, grief, pain management or depression - I've had all of these - we learn a lot and gain experience and it all helps
7 years sounds a huge deal - I understand - you've already come that far - I do hear you - I know - one day at a time sounds too much - I'm thinking of you
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