utopiaSenior Contributor
It is too hard
Struggling to cope with any and all emotions.
All thoughts turn to suicide.
Think my meds have stopped working.
Cannot face another 7 years of torturous hell again.
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It is too hard
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SwansongSenior Contributor
Re: It is too hard
Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. Speak to your doctor. Get some support. Call lifeline if you're feeling this way. Take care. Stay safe.
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Unknown userMember
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I'm so sorry things feel so hard right now @utopia. I hear how painful your emotions and thoughts feel for you right now. I encourage you to reach out to others to talk about your thoughts further.
Lifeline: 13 11 14
Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467
Samaritans: 135 247
If in immediate danger: 000
Were here for you. Billy Button
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oceangirlSenior Contributor
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@utopia Sorry to hear you're struggling. Remember these feelings will pass. Go talk to your GP. We are here for you.. @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @Bunniekins @Snowie @Emelia8 @Faith-and-Hope
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
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@utopia sitting and standing by you sweetheart. Love peaxxx
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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@utopia it might 'just' mean an adjustment of your meds ..... I say 'just' because that is not simple, but it might also not be as difficult as you are fearing Hon. Sitting with you, and waiting to hear what the dr. says 💕 ..... and sending hugs.
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frogSenior Contributor
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I'm sorry @utopia and I'm thinking of you.
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SnowieSenior Contributor
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Sorry things have become so hard for you @utopia
Sitting here with you 💜💜
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Shaz51Senior Contributor
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ohh my @utopia sitting with you and sending lots of hugs \
we are here for you xx
I am here if you want to talk about everything xxx
@Bunniekins, @Faith-and-Hope , @frog , @Snowie 
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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor
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Hi @utopia ..... how are you going Hon ? Are you up for a check in ?
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utopiaSenior Contributor
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@Faith-and-Hope
Less hysterical and out of control today. These moods seem to come in waves. Don't know what causes them. Just that they are intense, and I am unable to practice any of my coping skills during that time.
Am off to sleep now. Hope tomorrow is better. Have to wait til Thursday to see my Psychologist. And have placed an urgent message on my Psychiatrists phone for an earlier appointment.
