completely at a crossroads /strange things are happening

hello everyone firstly my mental health has turned bad , secondly Ive had to let my family help me practically,emotionally and just everything really so that I dont go too far out of whack so to speak but I am safe just continually having tough talks with family memebrs regarding my mental health and I suppose the fact Im needing theyre help right now wether I like it or not,thirdly with family emotional support I bought a new car ,a good second hand one which seems to be keeping a family tradtion going but also is mine and I need to accept that Im allowed to have something good and positive in my life it doesnt matter wether people might judge me or not as lonng as Im happy with what I do thats all that matters,I needed a car and it meets my needs now time to decorate it to make it unique to me,its beautifull