Looking after myself

@Arizonawell done for navigating a very tricky situation. Knowing the book wasnt right for You and closing it then searching for info to meet where youre at. Thats so empowering ! Ive found faith to be a constant discovery. My Eyes always seeking something good in my life

@Arizona

yes well done you.

the older I get the harder faith is to maintain, but that's because of all the things mankind does to pervert the main messages... in all religions.

I have grown to detest the label "Christian" because it has been abused for centuries. I pretty much detest labels of any sort now, but I try to temper my walk with the teachings of a carpenter from Nazareth, who's genuine love of mankind and non-judgemental nature is a standard I can stive for.

xoxo

Hi @Arizona

Good on you for continuing in researching the information about your faith and its dealing with metal health issues.

I have been taught long time ago that religion is all about faith and your interpretation of the teachings. My parents made sure we studied different religions in order for us to understand ours. By learning and understanding other religious beliefs and values it has made myself and my sisters open for interpretations of teachings.

I believe that faith is within you and if you believe in the teachings or understand the teachings you know you are never alone. Faith helps those in needs because it reassures us that we can make mistakes and we are here to learn.

I hope you continue in learning about your faith and I hope it gives you insight on things that you need.

Be kind to yourself

Hello @Arizona lovely to meet you.

Many years ago I did something similar in trying to reconnect with what was then my Roman Catholic faith.

I was in hospital, trying to recover from a most unfortunate situation that had been inflicted upon me. The priest compared me negatively to Saint Maria Goretti. He was in the process of excommunicating me due to the percieved mortal sin, when I rang the buzzer and requested he be removed from my room.

You are very brave to have stopped reading what he suggested to you. Braver still to have come here to talk to others about what you might be able to do to manage the situation surrounding it.

I respectfully suggest you tell your priest how you felt/ feel about the information he suggested you read? If you can't speak, copy your post here and give him that, or something similar to it.

I contacted Rome with my complaint - for what it was worth ...

If we do not let them know they've got it wrong, they can't even try to change.

I think I still have the teensiest bit of hope that things will change, while knowing deep inside they won't.

May you continue to be brave in whatever steps you decide to take upon your journey!

Just looked up the saint. That 1586 crisis sounds rough. I'm not your priest but I'm feeling at least two things that may of informed the choice. The first is the power of "God is love" when it comes to internal struggles of self. I also get a feeling that the priest was recognising you're intellect and wanted to hook you up to a saint with an academic backround. Could be other reasons but I think that's two of them.

I'm a big fan of Saint Augustine myself. "Confessions of a Sinner" was uplifting and confronting. I love the part where he wants God in his house, but at the same time concerned about the "house" being tidy enough for celestial guests.